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Aug 17, 2009, 05:38 PM
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I have been trying to cope with my cope with my negitive thoughts. I am ready to just explode and Im going to lose my mind.
 I am starting to hate this world and everything in it. This world just blows big time. I am 29 weeks pregnant and can't take my anti-depressants and my sleeping pills. So I'm stressed out I could just scream.  I just want to sleep and I cant even though I already took 400mgs of the Benadryl with permission. I can't take anymore of this bull. I can't control my moods and feelings. I just can't cope with anything right now. I'm going to end up relapsing and most likely end up being hospitalized again. I really don't want that though. I just feel so alone and nobody understands what it feels like to be me. "To feel hurt to be down to be kicked around" thats how I feel like the lyrics say. Nobody in my family knows how I really feel because they don't even try to care.  Wow I feel so angry at the world right now. I can't even think right.
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Aug 17, 2009, 05:43 PM
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((tmac87)) ...I can't even imagine what it feels to be you right now, so I won't pretend...but can you maybe focus on 3 things?
1. you are carrying a precious life inside you who deserves a chance? 2. it is a special gift to grow, carry and give life 3. YOU ARE LOVED ...by all here coz we DO care about YOU!!! sorry if this no help, hun, I'm not much good at expressing words...but I can give you ...  
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Aug 17, 2009, 06:00 PM
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(((((((((((( tmac ))))))))))))))))))
I am sending you some hugs This must be so hard on you, I am sorry that you are struggling.
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Aug 17, 2009, 06:04 PM
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Quote:
 We are here for you, hugs for your day.
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Aug 17, 2009, 06:12 PM
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Remember you can always post here if it helps... You're not alone here and we all understand what it's like to feel like this
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#6
Aug 17, 2009, 07:18 PM
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Hello & Happy Birthday, Tmac!
Given what you're going through, that was a rather restrained post. Go ahead and explode all over us. Let us absorb (warning: cliché ahead!) the negative energy that might otherwise remain in your system. Both you and your child are precious. May the joy of baby's arrival wash away all the pain of the pregnancy. 
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Aug 17, 2009, 07:33 PM
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(((((Tmac87))))))
So sorry for the way you feel, hope you feel better soon and take good care of the treasure you have been given
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