[tmac87]

Okay well my medications aren't working for anything right now. I really need them to work because I am 30 weeks and 2 days pregnant now. I need them because I have M.D.D aka major depressive disorder and PTSD. I really need my anti-depressants or else i will become really really depressed and then will need to do the ECT treatments again. Although the ECT treatments seemed to help better than the medications. Right now it just seems like the world is a extremely dark and lonely place. All I want to do is just sit in a corner and cry, scream and so on. I have also started up with the SIB which I so wish I hadn't. My mood is sad and angry at the world. I just want to cry and cry and cry. I want to give up my life but part of me can't because of the little baby inside of me. My thoughts are just constantly racing and not making much sense. Maybe after I deliever this baby things will be better.....IDK. Need some advice....

[depressedalaskan]

Originally Posted by tmac87

Okay well my medications aren't working for anything right now. I really need them to work because I am 30 weeks and 2 days pregnant now. I need them because I have M.D.D aka major depressive disorder and PTSD. I really need my anti-depressants or else i will become really really depressed and then will need to do the ECT treatments again. Although the ECT treatments seemed to help better than the medications. Right now it just seems like the world is a extremely dark and lonely place. All I want to do is just sit in a corner and cry, scream and so on. I have also started up with the SIB which I so wish I hadn't. My mood is sad and angry at the world. I just want to cry and cry and cry. I want to give up my life but part of me can't because of the little baby inside of me. My thoughts are just constantly racing and not making much sense. Maybe after I deliever this baby things will be better.....IDK. Need some advice....

((((((tmac87))))) I hear what you are saying but I can't say I know how you feel. I am a guy so I can't get pregnant. I do suffer from depression so I do know how that feels. I would talk to your doctor and see what they have to say or maybe a counselor for pregnant women. Keep your head up as best you can and keep thinking of your new baby. That has to be exciting. I know it was for me with my two. But again I am guy. Any way good luck. Some hugs for you and your baby.

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;1113682]Okay well my medications aren't working for anything right now. I really need them to work because I am 30 weeks and 2 days pregnant now. I need them because I have M.D.D aka major depressive disorder and PTSD. I really need my anti-depressants or else i will become really really depressed and then will need to do the ECT treatments again. Although the ECT treatments seemed to help better than the medications. Right now it just seems like the world is a extremely dark and lonely place. All I want to do is just sit in a corner and cry, scream and so on. I have also started up with the SIB which I so wish I hadn't. My mood is sad and angry at the world. I just want to cry and cry and cry. I want to give up my life but part of me can't because of the little baby inside of me. My thoughts are just constantly racing and not making much sense. Maybe after I deliever this baby things will be better.....IDK. Need some advice....[/quote]

My advice would be: Call your pdoc and/or therapist right away and tell them what you just told us.
I would also say: Keep posting here and let us know how you are doing and what your pdoc and/or T says.
And I would also: send you many, many hugs
& wish you strength!!!!!