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Old Nov 24, 2009, 06:27 PM
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weak, low, dark, scared, can't cry, can't do anything.

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Old Nov 24, 2009, 06:35 PM
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Old Nov 24, 2009, 06:37 PM
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*sits down in silence not too far from Crystalrose...*
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Old Nov 24, 2009, 07:23 PM
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thankyou i just cant go on alone. im too sad. its good you people care. i need people who care.
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Old Nov 24, 2009, 09:04 PM
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You were there for me , now I am here for you.
Things will improve. Hang in there.
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Old Nov 24, 2009, 09:39 PM
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Thanks Babysteps.. feeling like self harming so im getting my sister to come over
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Old Nov 24, 2009, 09:46 PM
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((((( HUGS ))))))

I am so glad that you've reached out to your sister. I hope you feel better real soon. I know it's hard.

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Old Nov 25, 2009, 05:58 PM
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i can't do this anymore! I'm so low, meds can't help, i forced to terminate with my loveley T who i seen for a few years , pdoc doesn't help, i have noone who really knows me, my family try to help but can't, i can't get out of bed today. I'm feeling really sad, my volunteer manager just rang me and said for me to come in for a cup of coffee and talk, i can't move though so don't think that will work. Can hardly type on here.
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Old Nov 26, 2009, 08:46 AM
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(((((((((Crystalrose))))))))) Honey, I'm so sorry you're hurting so much. Can you ask your manager to come to you instead? Would that help. I was glad to see that you had your sister come over earlier. You are still thinking well. HUggs, try not to let yourself just vege, if you can, OK?
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Old Nov 26, 2009, 09:47 AM
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Old Nov 26, 2009, 09:54 AM
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(((((crystalrose)))))

I'm new here, but wanted to add that sometimes the strength of strangers can help you thru the rough spots such as now.

When your feeling your worst is the time when you need to force yourself to get up, knowing that it will help in the long run. I have a lot of days like yours lately, where I just veg in bed and don't even go to the store as it's just to much work mentally and phsyically.

I'm so glad that you have others that are calling and checking on you!! And I liked the suggestion that maybe your manager can come to you??? It's when we are at our lowest that we need to reach out when others offer no matter what our brain tells us. I know it's not easy....but in the long run it will help and deep down you that's true I'm sure...

Huge (((((hugs))) to you!! I'm alone home all day by myself if you would like to chat either in email or some other way. I'm not sure what the rules are yet or how you PM me...But I'm here. I'll find your message! And maybe you can keep me company so I don't wallow in being alone today.
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Old Nov 27, 2009, 03:00 AM
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thanks everyone. I'm feeling a lot better now. Still low but i allowed myself to sleep for a long time today. I also just relaxed most of the day. I'm trying not to worry too much, I had a good appt with my Tpdoc yesterday evening, she is helping a lot
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Old Nov 27, 2009, 11:39 AM
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SOOOOOOO GLAD YOU ARE FEELING BETTER!!!
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Old Nov 27, 2009, 02:31 PM
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((((((((Crystal rose))))))))) Likewise. An extra dose of huggs to make sure you stay on your feet.
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Old Nov 27, 2009, 05:36 PM
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Old Nov 28, 2009, 12:10 AM
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so low dark valley When you come back choose a different mood :-)
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Old Nov 28, 2009, 06:57 AM
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Oh Woops, I totally forgot to change my mood. I choose happy, because I have had an ok day, went shopping and got a few xmas presents bought.
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Old Nov 28, 2009, 01:27 PM
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Great! So glad to hear that you got a little sunshine today! Hope tommorrow will beas good or better. Huggs, dear.
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Old Nov 29, 2009, 10:02 AM
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How are you doing today?
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Old Nov 29, 2009, 10:05 AM
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sad. I'm really tired too haven't slept well lately. Stupid mood swings. Can't be my bipolar cos they are swinging really fast. Argh.
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Old Nov 29, 2009, 10:14 AM
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sad. I'm really tired too haven't slept well lately. Stupid mood swings. Can't be my bipolar cos they are swinging really fast. Argh.

Sometimes bipolars have what is called rapid cycling. You can have several mood swings even within one day. So the mood swings may be from your bipolar.

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Old Nov 29, 2009, 10:18 AM
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ok. I'l ask pdoc when i see her. Thanks for telling me. Its exhausting.
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Old Nov 29, 2009, 03:09 PM
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Good luck finding a solution, crystalrose. Hang in there.
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