[teary_me]

im sooo over life an everythin its throwin at me... i sit back an i think hmm is this happening to try an make me stronger??? is this happening to try an push me over that edge?? i duno anymore all i do know is it ISNT making me stronger and it IS pushing me closer an closer to being over that edge.... did i/we do something to deserve this to be happening to us? if so what? what could we have done that is soo terrible to make us deal with this crap?
its almost as if im in a plane on the edge ready to skydive yet there are no cords or parashoot, an all im waiting for is the air to just suck me outta the plane..... oh jeez im so over everything in life an what its bringing....

[BeautifullyMistaken]

I don't think any of us did anything to deserve what happens when we feel the way we feel. I often wonder why some of the things that happen; happen. They say "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger". I kind of get that, but I don't at the same time. It might not physically kill you, but it kills you emotionally and mentally. It really is a horrible feeling. Stay strong!!

Questions I always ask myself:
Why does depression make you hate the things you once loved?
Why does it make you feel so isolated?
How can it make you so uninterested in everything?
Why does it make you feel so empty?
Why is it so hard just to wake up in the morning?
Why does it always seem to leave you guilty, hopeless and worthless?
Why does it make you want to harm yourself?
Why is it not just an emotional/mental pain, but also physical?
Why is depression so painful?
Why does it 'magnify' your feelings?

This list could potentially be never-ending. But that's a few.

[lonegael]

((((((((Tearyme)))))) There is no rhyme or reason to why depression hits who it does. When even Saints and King David suffered from some pretty major depressive episodes, I gotta start thinking that it's like any disease out there. Like the old civil warsong "Cannon ball don't pay no mind, if you're gentle or you're kind". You can plugg depression in there instead and it still would be true. You don't deserve it. It's not a punishment. Try not to make it into anything that it isn't already and you take half depression's power away from him.
Huggggs dear. Hang on. It'll take a bit but this worst darkness will pass. We'll be here until it does, OK?

teary me, always remember two things: we are here and we care!!!!

[Naturefreak]

Originally Posted by TheByzantine

teary me, always remember two things: we are here and we care!!!!

I agree