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Well, to start of I'm only 13... a young age but i have been suffering from deppresion since i was about 10, in the last couple of years i've been feeling suicidal and been self-harming. I often cry out of mysery because i hate my life, i hae been hating those around me too, i think of them as Fake people In a Disgisting world. I dont think about Psychialy Attcking people, but i think about mentaly injuring them...bringing them down to my level. I'm suffering from horrible nightmares aswell and i'm scared of being by myself for more than 5 seconds. i have a maximum of 2 freinds, but even they are drifting away from me. i have been hearing things in my head and i often think people are watching my thoughts. I dont go out-side often and often try and get out of all social activities. Alchahol helps Abit i must say, but in the long run i know it's just going to injure me firther.. I just want revenge on everyone family,freind,EVERYONE i want to sucome them to madness and hate, i want to bring them down to my level.
There's more but here are some basics... please help.
Last edited by January; Dec 16, 2009 at 01:21 AM.
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Dec 12, 2009, 05:48 PM
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