[redredblueblue22]

i cant do this eny more i just cant i cant deal with the pain I go up to my mom and tell her im not going to sleep at least not in my room

she askes why

i explain to her that nowing that i might not be able to cuddle pebbles (my cat) because if we dont have a home is to hard i cant sleep when i lay down cause pebbles wants cuddles and its to hard and sad to cuddle her noing i might not be able to

then she says to me so your going to make the cat suffer by not cuddleing her?

shouldnts she being trying to help me and not put me down about not cuddling the cat?

she should be heloung me im going so through so much and its hard cause it breaks my heart to have to let go of my cat and all she cares about is how the cat feels

so apperently im nothing apperently the cat should be happy and i shpuld cuddle the cat and i should have to suffer I love my cat so much expecily because she was my grandmas befor she died and thats why i dont want to cuddle her because it hurts to much to let her go

I cant do this eny more i just cant

[NuckingFutz]

Why do you think you will not have a home anymore? I think if you need her to help you...go ahead and tell her what you need from her...it is ok

[possum220]

Maybe you could print a copy of what you have posted and show your Mum that it is causing you pain.

Sorry you feel so sad.

[Rohag]

Redredblueblue22, you've been through so much, and you're going through so much. I wish I could take away some of your pain and uncertainty.

The love you have for your grandma of blessed memory and for Pebbles is a wonderful, bright thing in this dark world.

[lonegael]

Sweetie? The cat will live if yu don't cuddle her every night for as long as she wants. It's only us who sit and geet wrapped up abou the future and the past and possible meanings to what others do. The cat just wants pets, and if she doens't get as many as yesterday, she'll shrug, lick her end and go to sleep. Sorry if that sounds a bit harsh, but I really think you need to think about you in this and let the cat and your mom sleep together if they want.
By the way.I love cats, and I wish ours were a little calmer so they would sleep with us, but like yours, they want cuddles and games all night. Huggs dear. I think you need to ignore your mom on this one.