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Jan 17, 2010, 08:20 AM
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i tried
i tried so hard i want to accept my mistakes and i dont care about my ego. i just want things to be equal and balanced. and it doesn't matter who i right and who is wrong. i know tonight was not the time. i know that the real issue was not what it surfaced as. is it because we haven't said i love you? is it because we won't admit it? or am i dillusional? is it not at all what it seems? i thought i had it right this time i thought i knew what was true and what was not and even when i was wrong this time i admitted it. this time i was willing to say i was wrong. for u i would do this u are worth whatever blame necessary because that blame is no blame at all. please don't be caught up in my words please don't attach meaning where there is none i mean only to say that to you i am willing to say i am wrong to you i am willing to admit fault my weakness doesn't hurt so bad in you eyes yet tonight it burned beyond relief please tell me i wasn't so wrong i've grown to know my instincts as true i trusted i thought i knew i feel a fool though i think it was you who didn't hear me who didn't see just give me time i left thought i struggled with every step i left i wanted to go back and embrace go back and tell you i was wrong i wasn't wrong i still want your embrace please tell me i'm not alone in this place
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Jan 17, 2010, 08:21 AM
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i cut myself tonight. i needed to feel more pain than how i already feel. to know that there is worse than how i already feel.
i want to be alone i don't think i should be. i wish some one could help me
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" When you try your best but you don't succeed /When you get what you want but not what you need / When you feel so tired but you can't sleep / Stuck in reverse.............But if you never try you'll never know / Just what you're worth " - "Fix You", Coldplay |
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Jan 17, 2010, 08:29 AM
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(((((((Littlemisssunshine)))))
I feel your pain. I feel like i am unhelpable, untreatable now. I feel like it's over now, so what's the point. Wishing you the best.
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Jan 17, 2010, 11:18 AM
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Wonderful poetry; frightening feelings.
May a few of the comforting thoughts we electronic phantoms send you make their way to your heart. 
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My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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Jan 17, 2010, 12:25 PM
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 little miss sunshine Hope you are feeling better today. Rest in our embrace. Its going to be okay. You are going to be okay. Take care.
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Jan 17, 2010, 01:16 PM
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((((((((littlemisssunshine)))))))))
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Jan 17, 2010, 01:59 PM
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" When you try your best but you don't succeed /When you get what you want but not what you need / When you feel so tired but you can't sleep / Stuck in reverse.............But if you never try you'll never know / Just what you're worth " - "Fix You", Coldplay |
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Jan 17, 2010, 05:12 PM
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Your words are beautiful and they spoke to me of beauty in your heart.
If you are mad at yourself for being wrong, forgive. If you are confused and don't know what happened and why, stop trying so hard to understand and admit that there are things that you don't. You're not perfect- girl, I tried so long and so hard to be perfect and it just made me worse. I cut too. But adding to the pain doesn't take it away. Life hurts. Life breaks hearts. But it can also heal them. I think there's enough of the beautiful things in life in your heart that it can heal. I hope I'm right.
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Jan 17, 2010, 05:55 PM
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Let the hurt in your life be like a brisk winter breeze or your skin. Though it is uncomfortable it is all a part of the experience. Remember when we were little kids in the first snowfall and we would go out and play in the snow until our fingers, nose and ears burned at the cold? Or remember the first real hot summer day where we went to the pool and we played all day and splashed only to go home and then lie in bed with that sun burn stinging our skin? That is what life should be. There is a risk to life. But don't let the little discomforts over shadow the experience. I have learned to even smile at life's pain because I know I'm alive. I hope you feel better though. And be safe we care.
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Jan 17, 2010, 09:31 PM
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LittleMissSunshine.....
We are here for you. The hardest thing in the world is living in it.....but, there is comfort here. I have been lucky enough to have found some, and I hope you do too. |
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Jan 18, 2010, 09:39 AM
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Your writing is beautiful. I hope you found it healing to put it "down on paper" so to speak. Relationships can be so hard and sometimes I wish I had done something different. But, it sounds like you are willing to work it through. Can you share what you wrote. It is kind and heartfelt. Just something you may want to consider. You sound very kind. I hope you can see that in yourself.
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Jan 18, 2010, 02:49 PM
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((((((((((Littlemisssunshine))))))))))
I'm sorry for your pain. Wishing you comfort and love.
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