[Taonuviel]

Everything was going so well, but my crutches are finished now. School is well over as are my summer plans, already. My meds were working so well, I don't know why they've stopped. I can't remember any reason for excitment in life - why am I living again? To continue in awkward disconnectedness. The numbness and the pain come in waves, I don't know which I prefer. I really thought I'd found working solutions for this depression, but it shouldn't surprise me I was wrong. Return to doubts and deathwishes - it seems naive to bother hoping for anything else.

[silver_queen]

I've read that sometimes meds can, after a while, lose their effectiveness and need to be increased or changed for another med. Perhaps you could look into that.

(((((((((((((( Tao ))))))))))))))))) I'm sorry things have got harder recently. It feels so much worse after a period of improvement. Try not to give up home though. Just because you're feeling down again now doesn't mean you're always going to feel this way, though I know it might feel like that.

[jmo531]

((((((((((((((((((((((Tao)))))))))))))))))))))))

Your sun will shine again. I also agree with the advice given above. Sometimes meds need to be tweaked. Dont be too hard on yourself. Hang in there.

yes, check with your docs.....meds do "run out" on us.......xoxopat

[darkeyes]

Have you contacted your prescribing physician? I suggest you give him or her a call, maybe go and talk about this.
It's possible you made a dose adjusment, it happens sometimes, of even a new med/combo.
I wish you luck with this,

DE

[Taonuviel]

3pm tomorrow I see my pdoc... at the rate I'm falling I'll probably need to be admitted... again. Truth is, I had the same doubts and fears when I felt great, I just didn't have to deal with them yet. I wanted to... I knew it was safer to try to find answers when I wasn't depressed, but I couldn't find any answers then, either. I'm painfully tired of being alone, and I hate living.