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Old Jun 19, 2005, 02:45 AM
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like this place down here, it's familiar.
lemme go further.
just wish these people would quit trying to pick me up cause their hand slips out of mine and i just fall back down and hurts a hell of a lot more.
so lemme go, lemme slip all the way down.
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Old Jun 19, 2005, 09:52 AM
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Yep, I can feel like this too sometimes! (Being sucked into a never ending black hole...)
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Old Jun 19, 2005, 12:02 PM
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Your are not alone in feeling this way. We have all been there. Please let us know how we can help you. Take care. Much love and peace.

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Old Jun 19, 2005, 12:05 PM
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That's what support is for.. picking us back up when we fall down. hey there
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Old Jun 20, 2005, 12:22 AM
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well lemme fall back down cause at least down here everything is the same, everything is constant, no continuous ups and downs and sudden disappointments and losses and no so much hurt
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.

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Old Jun 20, 2005, 11:25 AM
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(((((((StormWarning hey there)))))))))))

What's going on? Can you share w/ us? Sounds like your "name" is a "right on?" hey there

The terrifying feeling of slipping back into the black vortex of insanity....I know all too well.......so, please
keep reaching for this hand and that of others!

We can keep trying to pull you up again; we'll try our best to "cushion any further falls"

Don't abandon ship just yet, o.k? **hugs** if you want them

Peace, DAYZEE9
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Old Jun 20, 2005, 04:42 PM
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Yes, we're in a bad place when the depression spot is more comfortable than real life. I sure understand that, (((storm))))
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Old Jun 21, 2005, 01:37 AM
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nothing much going on here. trying to have a relationship but it's hard cause it's hard for me to trust, and talk, and a lot of other things.

i've been pretty good for a while though. up and down a lot but i've been better in the past 6 months than i have in the past few years. i don't cut anymore, just completely stopped and i havent since i don't know when. i would i just dont remember what made me wanna anymore. i talk to people to help me, but i'm tired of ups and downs. its so exhausting and doesnt seem to last. just let me stay here a bit. i'll try later, but not now, let me build up some hope.

meh..just thoughts as i think em so probably not making much sense. so ima go..bored as all get out cause the chatroom is oddly empty a lot..but i'll be around..
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.

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Old Jun 21, 2005, 02:03 AM
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Stormy we seem to feel a lot alike., Reminds me of an old song....I do not know who sang it...old rock band

Tune goes

I've been down so ****** ****** long that it looks like up to me....

MAYBE SOMEDAY we will go up and stay up. Not too high but level with many. Wishing you the best with your relationship
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Old Jun 22, 2005, 02:36 AM
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song goes something like..now i'm free..free falling

gone and no hand could help me up again
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.

-John Irving
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Old Jun 22, 2005, 06:54 AM
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Know how you feel> I'm new here and can relate to everyone. nice to know I'n not alone.
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Old Jun 23, 2005, 02:20 AM
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falling falling..what a bad time to not have rope to fall from
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.

-John Irving
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Old Jun 23, 2005, 10:52 PM
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