[neri]

Dunno, I think there's been WAY too much happening this week and I can't handle it. I feel like I'm going crazy!

[Miss_A]

Ok, neri... deep breath, calm down. Try to explain what has happend this week to make you feel like this... I'm listening!

[neri]

well... argh i can't remember any words (in english) On this weekend i was at my grandpa's, he invites all of us there to eat every summer. I didn't really want to go, but my sister persuaded me. I really don't like spending time with all the relatives.... Like, i told grandpa that he can't give anything from the grill to Sega, cuz she is on a diet. He argued about that like forever before he promised reluctantly that he wouldn't give her anything. Then grandma wanted me to come for dinner the next day... ugh.. i got pretty anxious. I had driven there with my own car, so that i could leave when i start feeling like that, but the others had parked their cars behind mine, so there was no way i could've gotten out of there...

Then on... umm.. monday I starded obsessing about Snufkin. I really have no explanation for that.

Then yesterday i was gonna go to the stables and when i walked to my car i noticed that someone had tried to break in to it. The locks were destroyed and i have to open the door trough the trunk. I called my sister who told me to call the police, i hate calling to places i have never called before. But i called the police and they gave me another number to call, where i could do the report of an office (?)... well, I think the policeman i talked to was just bored and stuff, nothing like the policeforce in tampere, when u call to cops in tampere, they just ask how many cops u want. (there's a police academy in tampere). Well anyway, then i had to call the garage, that now also the locks are broken (not just the brakes) so they would know to be prepared. While doing that, i was trying to get on a bus, and the driver was a total jerk. Sega couldn't behave in the bus, and when i got downtown she pulled to every direction on her leash.
I had to take care of the insurance stuff, arrange me help for taking the car to the garage tomorrow. My dad is in china, sister is in mikkeli, brother lives in tampere and my only friend has the flu so i had to call my MOTHER. I do NOT like having to talk to her.

Then i needed someone to complain about all of this, so i drove to my friend's. I thought she'd be the only one there, cuz she said her parents went somewhere (she's living with them for the summer, cuz she can't afford to live in her own place now), but her brother was there too. He's nice that's not the issue... His friend showed up just minutes after me and i was not happy about that either. He's nice too, but they are that "bad company" i used to hang out with, and they just bring up unnecessary memories. Then my friend called her friend there too, cuz they are all going to this thing next weekend, and they wanted to make plans. I really started feeling like an outsider, but i couldn't leave cuz the moomins were about to begin and i had to see it.

Moomins have winter episodes so snufkin's not in them. It breaks my heart.

Then that superhot Russell Crowe picture... I dunno.

My normal week would only include few trips to the stable and maybe i would meet my sister.

[Miss_A]

Sorry, that it took me awhile to read all of what you had to say. So you had most of a busy and furstating week. Seeeing your grandpa which you had no choice but had too made you feel being pushed. Sega is your dog how sweet. So you told your dad not to grill anything for your dog. You must have been annoyed when your grandpa was argueing over nothing. It's your dog and he has to acept that your the one who makes sure sega (love the name) gets treated the right way! Monday obsessing Snufkin lol. You do like your cartoons espically the moomins (mumit) How can you forget about them? Then bad news that your car was broken into but hopefully nothing was stolen that ment so much and the fact that all the police did was give you a phone number. Shouldn't they investigate what happend here? I hope you claim so money towards the damage from this idiot who did this even though more likely to be a he got away. (chicken) Getting a bus with your dog on board seems to be sometims hard to handle with oher people on the bus too. I'm called you called your mom even thought you don't get on with her that much to talk. Your not an outsider only you. Glad you watch the moomins to calm and relax you down! Sounds like that week was running out every where.... You need to have a cold refreashing drink and sit your butt down. {{{{{{{neri}}}}}}}

[neri]

Like it was that easy.

They didn't get inside my car, which basically means it had to be those ******* teenage brats that hang around our parking lot drinking and being royal pains in the áss. I'm sure they did it! (real avarage criminal would've gotten in without a doubt) There wouldn't have even been anything TO steal in the car, except some old mouldy football i found in a ditch one time. And if they were trying to steal the car itself, well then how in hell did they think they'd be able to start it, if they can't even open the door??? ARGH!!!

And no, in turku the police have no time to come and look cars with such "minor" damages done. And they have no way of catching the ásshole that did it either, since there is no surveillance cameras or anything on the parkinglot. The only point of calling the police in these kind of cases, is that u get some insurance coverage for the garage's bill (though the own risk is 150euros!!!!!!!!!).

[Miss_A]

Well I just think bravo for handling the sitution that well yup teenagers can be trouble makers. Though I'm a angel with my devil problems. Sorry but I can't but I think my medication is kicking in and all you have to say is "Dude, wheres my car?" lol. Maybe you could find some where to park where no one can do any damage to your car. Well your lucky they didn't smash the windows! Yup police hardly do anything unless it's some thing like murder. Imsurance can save yourself from diging a big hole in your pocket. Any way don't worry all will be fixed. Maybe you should get a secret spy small camera in your car to see if any one goes near it again. But hoping that it won't happen again. Neri that was foolish and stupid for someone to do and well at least your car is going to get fixed maybe even better!

[neri]

yeah, i can afford a secret spy camera Then there would be something to steal in the car too.

Actually the police is quite fun and useful, but this is just one of those things they can do nothing about. Just while ago my sister called the cops about some teenagers (=minors) cuz they were drinking, they had their mopeds (=drinking&driving), and (good-old-fashion) we just found them annoying . The police just asked how many kids were there, and then they came We didn't see the whole thing, but there was some parents collecting their offspring and mopeds and OMG it was too much! we laughed our butts off muahahamuahahaahaaa!

[Miss_A]

lol, sweet revenge and way past their bed times. I wonder what happend to their mopeds until if they got them back? See they can't be trusted and clever to not get into trouble in the situtaion, when it was one phone call away for the police. So I hope you are ok now realising that at least your car didn't get crushed into a small box! You've have to get the bus or walk if that happend... btw you did the right thing!

[(JD)]

Often here in USA police take reports over phone only, especially when it's an after the fact incident. It can be upsetting when you want someone to take care of it for us!

Yes, you have had a busy week.. it's half over...hopefully next week will go back to a more quieter normal. TC

[jmo531]

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Hand in there. It will get better. Take care. Much love and peace to you.

Jen

[Hope4me2]

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wish I knew what to say.........but I am here listening and reading...........your not alone...........keep posting and get those feelings out...........hang in there dear friend and know we love you here at PC and we care deeply things will get better....take it one day at a time....