I should have lisiten to you u

kind of good news for the last four days as my post say iv been going through some physical and emtionl problems where i though and belive d my body and brain whas shuting down and the feeling iv given up i founf out whats been causing these things to happen i had to find out the hard way of course by not listing to my self and other that i sould go to the hospital and things got so bad that bearthing became a problem so the socil worker gave me no chose but to go. and now i figured out what it was "it had nothing to do with being depressed or sick or enything like that . As you no by posts in the past or at least i think i talk about it that had had completly stoped my meds well just befor i had stoped them they were rased up but i never ended up taken them so what was happing was on monday i had decide to take my ritilan again and due to the fact iv never had that high of a dose befor and that there was no medication in my sistem at all the dose was to high it was causing my body to overdose each time i took it snd as the dose i took of ritilen started to were of i would start to feel better (witch makes me question why i did not figure this out til now) but then i would take my next dose (not noing it was an overdose) and then th eoverdose would start up again every time got worse and worse and the emotion and physical reaction would get worse because of the fact that the overdose repeting its self it was basicaly causeing body to very very slow ly detorit(thank god it was not an even hier dose caus ethat could have killed me with out expecting it) so now that i now this is what is mostly the cause its going to stop all the physical things will stop obviasly thow the emotional will sill be there becuse i have tem even befor this but now t wont be as worse) Ps i dont remeber if i even had mention eny of the physicl but if not is most likely because at the time i did not no they were related to each othr and?or the physical weren as strong as they hag become most recently

with that all said my day as ben up and down it would have been krappy all day but today im tarting to prepare because as of monday for 2 and a hafe days i get to take care of the infant simulating dall for parenting class and im so excided about it

That's great news (((((rrbb22)))))! I hope you continue to feel better and better every day! lynn09

Good for you, redred.