[forgoten]

I ran into one of the person I wanted the least to see today. I so wish I could isolate completally from the rest of the world. Just be alone, never had to go out, never be with people. I hope I can hold until the day I will be able too. That day seems so far, I know it isn't, but just seems that way, specially at this moment when I'm so upset.

sorry
Forgoten

[Peanut61]

I have a big fear of running into people, too, Forgotten; that's part of why I stay in all the time, but it's not a good plan.

I wish instead I could just run into everyone I dread seeing all at once and get it over with, and then never have to run into them again. <sigh>

Sending good energy to you, your friend, Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

[Fuzzybear]

I can relate, forgoten ... but I'm not sorry you posted this. Sorry so short,

{{{{{{{{{{Forgoten}}}}}}}}}}

Take good care,
Fuzzy

[Sam]

(((Forgotten)))

It seems like one always see's the people they least want to at the worst of times. I've found what works best for me is this:

If I see them, and know they haven't seen me - I try to disappear. It solves the problem entirely.

If that isn't possible, then I simply go about my business and should we come into contact, I simply speak "Hi" and move on, keeping all conversation to a minuim.

We really don't know one another well yet, but I hope that changes soon. And by the way - I'm glad you are here. You, PEANUT and Fuzzybear all make a very nice addition to this group.

Will hugs help? (((((Forgotten)))))

Yours,
Sam

[forgoten]

Thank you!!!

They have hurt me so much , I can't deal with it. They broke everything I had inside me and still do. I want to disapear. I don't want to be part of this world ever again. I had try and try and try. I'm not trying anymore. I'm giving up.

I'm too worthless to be in this world anyway.

Again thank you! Now I will shut up.

Forgoten

[heidu]

No way are you worthless. That person who made you feel so bad may have made you believe that but you shouldn't and I don't.

I read your thoughts and encouragment you give to people. You have sent me hugs, understanding and well wishes and it meant alot to me.

You put up a post just to give some of the quiet ones a hug. How thoughtful was that? Incredibly. Did you see how many of the quiet ones responded and do you know how many you touched even though they didn't. Even some of the loud ones asked if they could have some too!!

I read your poems and all are nice but some touch me, really make me feel like you know how I feel.

Those are just 3 things I have noticed in the past couple days that tell me and show me you are NOT worthless. You have a beautiful spirit and a loving heart.

Please don't give up, I know it's hard cause sometimes I really want to too but we gotta fight. I need help and so do you. We can get alot of that here.

Sending you HUGE, MONGO hugs.
Heidu





The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it.
John Ruskin

[Peanut61]

I absolutely agree with what Heidu said, (((((Forgotten)))))... Don't give up; we need you here!! Your friend, Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{Forgotten}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} No way are you worthless!! I echo the thoughts of everyone here. You're a sweet, caring person! You give of yourself constantly which tells me you still have a lot inside that isn't damaged!

It's not you who is worthless but the person that made you feel that way! My first husband did the same to me. Everything I said and everything I did was wrong, according to him. Twelve years later, when my mother and a very good friend finally convinced me that I needed to get him out of my life is when I realized that maybe he had been wrong. Now I know he was!

There is so much good in you!! You have a big heart! My ex-husband and the person who made you feel so bad are the worthless ones. They spread nothing but bad feelings! That doesn't have any worth in it, does it? No!

I don't know about your person, but I've figured out that my ex-husband belittles people and makes them feel stupid, bad, etc., because it's a reflextion of his own personality. They need to do that in order to feel good about themselves. They are the worms!! They are the scum of the earth!! It is them that are worthless!! YOU are worthy!! YOU are good!! YOU are worth keeping as a friend!! YOU are worth getting to know better!!

Say these things to yourself over and over... "I AM worthy! I AM good!" etc. It will take some time to believe it but you will... and we're all here to tell you the same things.

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

[forgoten]

Thank you so much!!!

I know whatever I say you will not think that I am worthless, because you are all too much kind and caring and you all know what it means to hurt.

((((((((((((((((((((To all))))))))))))))) Take care of yourself!

Forgoten

[SeptemberMorn]

You can believe what we say about you, Forgotten. It's the truth!

<font color=blue>This above all: To thine own self be true. --Shakespeare</font color=blue>

[forgoten]

Thank you again!

I wish you all a wondeful day filled with hope and kindness.

with love
Forgoten

[Fuzzybear]

I wish the same for you, forgoten (who I won't forget ...)

Love,
Fuzzy

[heidu]

Wishing you the same too!!
Heidu


The highest reward for a person's toil is not what they get for it, but what they become by it.
John Ruskin