[redredblueblue22]

I didnt relize how bad my depression was interfering with life intill i got my grades and im basicaly failing every class im usally passing with flying colors exspecally math math is my best subject but now my marks 34 i feel like just giving up if im falling my best subject whats the point in even tryng enymore i can hardly do enything eny more iv lost 20 ponds now in like 1 1nd a half months and im still going down really fast my attidude is messing up all my friendships i cant do enything right this is the worst iv ever felt yest alone sad empty and just i dont even no enymore its not getting better im getting and feeling worse each day this has never ever happend befor usally my depression comes from bpd but this this feels diffrent worse uncontrolable i am so confussed because now with the way im feeling i start to wonder if in the past it was acctually deppression cause one things for sure it was never this bad

[Elysium]

I'm sorry to hear that you are having difficulty with your schooling now on top of all the other crises you have been dealing with. It sounds terribly stressful for you.

I sure hope you haven't lost 20 pounds in a month and a half though!! That would be some type of miracle or another crisis in the forecast. To manage that amount of weight loss in that time frame you would either need to be burning more energy then you consume....a lot more; or you have to have some form of Cancer that is causing your body to metabolize itself.

Sorry if I sound snarky....but sometimes I can't tell if you're being honest about things or if you are stretching things a bit. It makes me angry when I feel like people are stretching things...especially when it comes to depression and other mental health issues. I suffer daily....and when people stretch the truth I feel like they are mocking me.

Regardless, I do hope you feel better and that things start to improve for you.

[redredblueblue22]

i dont strech thinks if you were here you would see that im telling the truth its become very clear to me that this website is not the right thinkl im not an idiot i dont strech things it all what going on is true trust me at thiis i would never lie about deppression consider iv had it seence i can remeber i shouldn't have to show profe but if thats what you need i can show u profr buy my medical history wich i honestly shouldnt have to do but by the sounds of it im not very wanted for what ever good bye

Originally Posted by Elysium

I'm sorry to hear that you are having difficulty with your schooling now on top of all the other crises you have been dealing with. It sounds terribly stressful for you.

I sure hope you haven't lost 20 pounds in a month and a half though!! That would be some type of miracle or another crisis in the forecast. To manage that amount of weight loss in that time frame you would either need to be burning more energy then you consume....a lot more; or you have to have some form of Cancer that is causing your body to metabolize itself.

Sorry if I sound snarky....but sometimes I can't tell if you're being honest about things or if you are stretching things a bit. It makes me angry when I feel like people are stretching things...especially when it comes to depression and other mental health issues. I suffer daily....and when people stretch the truth I feel like they are mocking me.

Regardless, I do hope you feel better and that things start to improve for you.

[desperate&disturbed]

no red, don't go. this site can be really helpful. i beleive you. im having a lot of those problems too infact and im not making them up either.

Hello, redred. Can you see a doctor about the weight loss? And maybe see a therapist for the other issues?

((((((( redred )))))))

[redredblueblue22]

i went to the doctor i found out i have an ulcer wich is causing the wiegh loss and it explains having no appitie to

[Elysium]

Wow...that sucks!!! It sounds painful!! I bet it hurts....especially right after you eat something, huh?

That's pretty good that you were able to get in to see him so quickly to get diagnosed...especially living in Canada. I've heard that the Health Care System runs a bit slower there. But being able to get an appointment to see the Doc and get an endoscopy done overnight....that must be a record.

I'm glad he didn't decide to hospitalize you due to the weight loss. A 20 pound loss in 6 weeks is pretty bad. Your belly must have really been hurting for a long time. I'm surprised you never mentioned it before.

Glad to hear you found out the issue. So what kind of treatment is the Doc looking at for you?

Hope you feel better.

[redredblueblue22]

my stomach had been hurting for a while but i figured it was a pulled musel she dint do the endoscipy i have to go back next week for that the figures its and ulcer from the symtoms so im on medication for it and told to stay away from surrten foods . at my doctors the have this new program were afternon apointmets are booked same day and mornings are booked a head of time then on wensdays there emergancy once in the evenings so thats how i got in so fast

redred, hope you get healed up fast.

[SophiaG]

How are you feeling today redredblueblue22?