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Old Apr 30, 2010, 09:40 PM
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most of the times im just really confused. i feel like im a somewhat rational person that does not explain my crazy emotions. it doesnt make sense to me. i cant tell whether im holding it together or just plain delusional? i dont have a therapist or psychiatrist so i dont really get any feedback on these feelings. i dont want to post too much. i feel like i need somebody to tell me that somethings wrong so i wont be soo confused. it wont go away! do you take pills for this or something. how do you forget about somebody?

this face is what i have to think about on a weekly basis...not a bad face lol.....but its ridiculous.
how do you get rid of such an obsession?

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Old Apr 30, 2010, 11:44 PM
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Sounds like you are going through the healing process just now. Don't you wish there was a pill to make it go away? But then again, we would not learn anything from our life experiences. Sending you positive energy to help support you on your healing journey!
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Old May 01, 2010, 11:42 AM
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Go through these and be acutely honest: http://psychcentral.com/lib/2009/15-...e-distortions/
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Old May 01, 2010, 04:29 PM
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i feel like somethings wrong and i looked at the page on cognitive disorders and tried to be as honest with myself as possible...i dont feel like it really explains what im going through though. thanx to all for advice and support... i had a rough night last night also. im trying to figure out i can possibly live a healthy happy life. its difficult for people, but especially me to find true happiness. i sometimes wonder if ill ever find it. last night i sat and thought about things and cried really badly. i feel empty and all the bad emotions you can throw at a person.... its soo hard just trying to live a normal existence.. something is always wrong, everything is never enough. i cant escape the empty feeling no matter what i do, and soon as i start to feel empty inside my mind starts to think about that face again....through the years it has just affected me deep down to my very soul......is happiness too much to ask for?
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Old May 01, 2010, 04:34 PM
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[quote=so_punk_rock;1361102]most of the times im just really confused. i feel like im a somewhat rational person that does not explain my crazy emotions. it doesnt make sense to me. i cant tell whether im holding it together or just plain delusional? i dont have a therapist or psychiatrist so i dont really get any feedback on these feelings. i dont want to post too much. i feel like i need somebody to tell me that somethings wrong so i wont be soo confused. it wont go away! do you take pills for this or something. how do you forget about somebody?

this face is what i have to think about on a weekly basis...not a bad face lol.....but its ridiculous.
how do you get rid of such an obsession?

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Old May 01, 2010, 04:55 PM
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...i wish lol...........no its no ex boyfriend or aquaintence or anything. hes a famous singer for this band.....thinking about it makes me feel even more looney. he doesnt know i exist, but for some reason i cant control the way i feel when i look at his face.
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Old May 02, 2010, 10:30 AM
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Strange--the guy is giving us all the bird times two, and looking like he's laughing at us all---why do you think this picture is so prevalent in your thoughts?

Personally, I'd like to slap him in the face! He's downright rude!
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Old May 02, 2010, 10:39 AM
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Perhaps you need professional help to sort this out?
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Old May 02, 2010, 12:02 PM
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strange--the guy is giving us all the bird times two, and looking like he's laughing at us all---why do you think this picture is so prevalent in your thoughts?

Personally, i'd like to slap him in the face! He's downright rude!

i like rude boys lol......its not the picture that stays in my head its whos being photographed. hes not just some cute face...i want to be a musician in the future and he is like one of my idols, so that makees it even harder to try to forget about him. maybe i shouldnt have put that picture up there. everytime i look at it........ i dont exactly know how to explain it. it hurts to look at him but its just something about that man that is so enticing to me. i really do need some type of help because i cant seem to get rid of these feelings by myself.
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Old May 02, 2010, 12:07 PM
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Yes please go get professional help. We can offer you support, but we are not experts by any means *hug* I hope you find peace.
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Old May 02, 2010, 12:09 PM
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