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I feel ok.. I have certain things running through my mind but i dont want the negativity to make me feel bad on my birthday. I dont need another crappy birthday. I feel bad about myself sometimes. The fact that i dont go anywhere and i look like hell. I have to change that this year. It seems so hard.....i cant keep feeling the same way forever. I have to find some way to feel comfortable with myself and live a successful life. Im about to officially be an adult!! I want to lose weight and get a job and not feel like s$%t anymore. I dont think im completely hopeless.......
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18, WHOO!
![]() Why dont you try taking the metro places? there's a nice book store at Dupont Circle. ![]() Sometimes it helps me just to get out of the house and do something, anything. Sitting at home all day is sure to make me feel blah.
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In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.-William Styron |
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Congratulations, So_punk_rock! Happy 18th birthday!
Chances are you will change this coming year or two or three. How much control you have over the change or changes may only be discernible afterwards. Sometimes "success" involves adapting to uncontrolled change rather than causing change. It seems you have been thinking about what you really want in life -- that's super! Have you be able to sift out those dreams that are truly your own from those "dreams" or desires others want you to have? You are constantly being influenced. It's certainly not wrong to be influenced -- we all are. My observation (not advice): many people would be happier if they were to identify and examine what and who is trying to influence them, and then tune into the few that really speak to their hearts and tune out the many that don't. Again, I wish you an exceptionally happy and fulfilling 18th year! ![]()
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The desire for change, I think, is the first (and biggest) step, so congrats on that
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Happy 18th Birthday so_punk_rock ! Best wishes to you today... |
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happy happy birthday!!!
![]() ![]() WOOOOOT! go youuuuu! -hope today's a super duper AWESOME day!! |
#7
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thank you everyone . im so happy to hear from my online friends
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