I'm sorry *** My Trigger *** I m sorry if it does..

I know a great deal of you have asked me for help in the last few days.

I hope i have helped you I truly do..
I tired to be there for you all last night and when I asked for it I got slapped in the face.. I am so sorry,
I will never again do that..

This is why I do not ask for help when it is needed..
I will only give it when others ask me..
I am sorry, I will help you till I am blue deathly in my dragon heart, but never again will I ever ask one member of this fourm for help..

I do love all of you as much as I can, and I will not leave you, but I am very hurt over the fact when I was asked to help someone the other person hurt me that I asked to help.. that hurts.. really bad.. *dragon tears are falling and very bad thoughts are going thourh my mind.......*****

I'm sorry your feelings were hurt. My only hope is maybe you misunderstood. Either way, your feelings were hurt. I hope your pain passes soon.

((((((((((LadyD)))))))))) Take care of you.

I can know how you feel.... like a good friend she has thoughts of death. I only told my consellor. She said I did the right thing and I believed and sticked to it. I rather see her hate me then her gone forever. I know I went kind of behind her back. But what to you aspect telling everyone of her friends and keeping a secret which is too much and hurts for them. Say to yourself "You did the right thing... and that is it!" 1dayatatime great quote btw "People may not remember what you say, but they will always remember the way you made them feel." Take care....... I am greatful that I'm here. Really I am!

i know you are .. and trust me it helps when I know some of you do care about me..

<marquee> hugs to you </marquee>

Thank you..

I am not sure if it was a misunderstanding or not..

I am hoping it was, but I am not sure..

Things happen in my life for reasons and I just hope this did not happen like this for a reason..

I am trying so hard to say in my good place and stay clean and not hurt myself..
This is one thing that triggers me.. and I hope I do not go back to that again..

Lady Dragus, I have no idea what happened but please be gentle with yourself. You are a kind soul and people have their issues. It isn't always about us. I hope today brings you peace.

I am trying to.. and now I can not ..

oh never mind..

I ' m searching for the lighter to help my dragon get her fire back! Whatever it was, remember that depression makes us focus on one thing and twist it to where we think "everyone" or "always" and causes us to hide back in our caves.... a cognitive distortion. You have helped me along the way Dragon.. and I thank you for your efforts. Don't withhold such goodness from other members because one might not have been ready for help. TC

Thank you sky..

I will head what you hvae said to me and I am also taking in to my herat what others are saying to..

but this hurt will not go away onits own..
I know it wont not this time..

it is cut too deep..
and I am not going to stop the cutt this time for it feels so good to see that oh so red color..

STOP DRAGON!! When someone else hurts us does not give us permission to agree with them and continue the hurt! You are worth more than that... don't let their words cut you... it's ok to feel the hurt but don't pay attention to the reason... don't think about it... because then we get into big problems (our thinkers don't work right.) I'm sorry you feel hurt... my arms aren't big enough to wrap all around a dragon,, but I'm trying ((((hugs)))

i know you and miss_A are trying very hard to keep me from doing this, and I belive every word you are saying.. I do..

I wont cut.. I wont.. I keep telling myself that over and over agian.. I am just looking at it.. that is all I am doing ok. .for the moment..

Please be safe, dragon lady.

You know what is good is do have a punching bag and punch all your problems away at that punching bag. But if you don't have a punching bag then yoga is a good way to calm yourself down. If you must scream into a pillow, please do ask long if there is no damage to yourself and others around you.

please be safe Lady Dragus. i don't even know you that well and i can see how much you mean to the people here at PC. don't turn us all away because of one mean person. we want to help. perhaps the person who hurt your feelings didn't mean to. maybe they were just having a rough time too. i dunno. all i know is that there will be many here who will be sad if you pull away from them. we care about you. stay here with us, the ones who know your true value. (((((((((Lady Dragus)))))))))))))))

-shadow

I am safe now.. my honey is home and he is my rock.. he wont let me do anything wrong..

He will keep me safe..

But thank you all for caring

I'm glad you are safe.

Same here...... ^_^

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thinking of you

Thank you

i will be safe I proise this to you..

Thank you, Dragon lady.

you are welcome..

i miss you

You are welcome..

you dont know me dragon but i think you need all the hugs you can get....

((((((((((((((dragon)))))))))))))))))
im sorry for watever has hurt you

Hi Lady Dragus,
I'm glad you are feeling safe and secure now that your honey is home. There's nothing quite like that feeling, is there?

Take gentle care,
gg