Having Strong SI Thoughts

The situation with my Dad has not improved . He is gone on a three week vacation with his new girlfreind . I am all alone in the dark and although I met someone recently , she is not here tonight and I'm having strong suicidal thoughts . I just wanted to let you know how I'm feeling as I have nobody else to turn to , and it hurts. God, it hurts.

sorry it hurts...i dont know how it feels..i never had anyone, but i wanted to post to let you know i read your feelings and thank you for posting to my posts as well. (((hugs)))

hi naturefreak; i know it is very difficult but you are strong ;i wish i can remove your pain but you should know that you are not alone ;we will always be here for you but please be strong tonight;and dont mention this word again "suicide"please

((((((( Naturefreak! )))))))

Bring your hurt to us. Spill it on these pages.

I'm sorry you feel alone ((Naturefreak)). Remember these are only thoughts and they never have to be reality. Think about the special lady you found and how she would feel. Does humor help when you're like this or does it feel impossible to laugh?

Oh, I'm very sorry you are scared & alone right now. I've been there, alone in the dark as you say you are, and it is a bad place to be. If you can't be with anyone, please turn on some lights at least. I find that sometimes helps me.

Please know you are not alone. A lot of people here care about you. I know what is like to feel so alone..but you and I both need to try & hang on to what we've got. You are a good person.

Kim

I'm sorry you are feeling down. I wish I could say something that would help but I just don't have the words. I hope this finds you... not feeling so all alone.

((((((((((Naturefreak))))))))))
I am so sorry to hear that you're feeling down. Please keep posting about how you're feeling, if you can. We are here to listen, and care a lot about you.

Thanks everyone I can't sleep and your kindness helped me very much.
Lynn it seems impossible to laugh right now.

Why do I let cruel and heartless people get to me........ why why why why

They get to us....they just do. Some people aren't happy unless they've made someone else feel bad. They are the ones with a problem.

Just my perspective: Cruel, heartless people exist. They deliberately harm others, sometimes with strength and weapons, sometimes with words. The former are harmful to the body, the latter to the spirit. As the body and spirit are “connected,” harm to one frequently entails harm to the other.

Asking why you let the cruel “get to” you is a bit like asking, “Why did I let that robber’s fired shot enter my abdomen?”

The cruel like to torment. They delight in manipulating others’ thoughts, leading their victims to believe they are responsible for or deserve their suffering.

Naturefreak, you face depression within, and a heartless one without. Is there any way to reduce this to a one-front war?

I'm sorry you feel this way. I hope things work out well for you, much better than they have for me. At least you met someone new recently. Hey, why don't you try calling her or some other close friends to try and get through this feeling?

yeah i believe so too. what is their purpose in life n what can we gain from such encounters ???? i think that we learn from everythingwe face but such hateful people teach us what exactly????