[turquoisesea]

I'm sad and tired. I know it can get better, but it feels like this won't change. I'm just stuck and alone. And I'll just get older and older and sicker and sicker

[heefman]

Yeah, I have this fear that things will never change as well. If I could only see a light at the end of the tunnel.

[QUEEN OF WANDS]

me too...but i keep dreaming of the light heefman mentioned,,its hard because sometimes it feel the only one holding the chisel to break through the tunnel is ourself,,i wont give up soon ,, i hope you dont either ,, if i give up im doomed to a life of unhappiness ,, its been long enough ,, i would rather spend my time at least searching than to keep wallowing in my sorrow ,, it hurts to not know where to turn next ,, but i hope you can stay positive ,, i think i have at least 30 years left,,i dont want it spent in misery............

[WikidPissah]

yea, I get what you mean. I have really struggled with depression for several years, but I have found out it occasionally lifts. So when I am really bad (like now) I keep telling myself "this is only temporary".