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So today pretty much sucked. It shouldn't have, things weren't really that bad, but I'm sure you all know how sometimes that just doesn't matter.
I just sold my horse... he's my life, and he's always been there to hug and talk to when no one else was. He has a great new home, with a girl who's already done new things on him that I didn't think he could do. But I already miss him so so much, he was so special to me, and now it's probably going to be FOREVER until I get another horse. I wish I could at least have a dog where I live... anything that I could take care of and get some love back would be great. Also, my hubby has been on my case all day. He can't seem to just let stupid arguments go like they should, he has to keep running over it again and again and always making me feel like everything is my fault, it's always my fault that we get into arguments and our relationship isn't what it should be. So I guess I'm just depressed that things aren't going good in my marriage right now, and I lost a whole way of life when I sold my horse. He was my last link to my life when I was very happy, and now that's gone too... I'm only 20 and I've already failed so so much at life. The future looks horrible and empty and just more of the same, I just wish things could go good for at least a little while...
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Keep your chin up ...... tomorrow is another day . ![]()
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Hi SavySpirit,
I am sorry you are sad about selling your horse and how things are going in your marriage. Are you dealing with depression too? Caramel
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Live Your Life In The Moment What you think of as the past is a memory trace, stored in the mind, of a former Now. The future is an imagined Now, a projection of the mind. concepts from the books, The Power of Now and A New Earth, by Eckhart Tolle The Amen Clinics use SPECT brain scans to help diagnose and treat psychiatric diseases. To learn more go to: www.amenclinics.com I went to the Amen Clinic in Newport Beach, California in March of 2010. I am not well yet, but I am making good progress. If you are interested, visit my blog at http://escapefromdepression.blogspot.com. My brain scans are posted in Chapters 11 & 13. |
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Yeah I am... I've been struggling with it for about ten years now, sometimes worse than others as we all know. No therapists or pdocs or anything of the sort in my life yet, but that's about to change. This is ruining my life way too much to sit by and let it do that.
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Hello, SavvySpirit!
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it will be ok. were here for you.
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