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Old Sep 16, 2010, 08:30 AM
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I am having such a hard morning, and I don't know why.
I woke up early and I was ok... I ate breakfast and I was still ok...
until my husband started to get ready for work. I felt really sleepy because I'm not used to getting up so early, so I decided to go back to .
I was in bed for about 2-3 minutes and then, without warning, and for no apparent reason, I lost it. I started and couldn't stop.

Grrr... I hate being like this. What the hell is wrong with me?!?!

Part of me feels so angry because I feel like I should be able to just suck it up and deal with it.

Part of me feels so vulnerable and alone.

And a BIG part of me is just omg soo confused about these emotions.
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Old Sep 16, 2010, 09:36 AM
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Depression never makes sense. Sorry this happened to you. Hang in there - I hope the day gets better.
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Old Sep 16, 2010, 09:38 AM
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Maybe you were feeling guilty about going back to sleep?
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Old Sep 16, 2010, 09:40 AM
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Maybe you were feeling guilty about going back to sleep?
possibily... maybe...
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Old Sep 16, 2010, 10:42 AM
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do u see a T about your depression? that has helped me. also in therapy i have discovered i have triggers that help start the spiral down. it's not always, but it's the first place i "look".
hope your day improves.
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Old Sep 16, 2010, 10:48 AM
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do u see a T about your depression?
no... never found one that works for me
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Old Sep 16, 2010, 12:08 PM
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Depression never makes sense.
For me, part of coping with depression means recognizing its lack of sense (but it still bothers me no end).

Best wishes for a better day, Miracle1986
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Old Sep 16, 2010, 12:12 PM
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Old Sep 16, 2010, 12:50 PM
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Thank you Rohag and Fuzzy
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Old Sep 16, 2010, 01:02 PM
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Sending you many big hugs! I hope that these feelings pass soon, and you feel better asap.
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