[Lexicon78]

I've been starting to feel numb, not a good condition from what an old T said. I don't know if it means I'm in serious danger or if I just can't stand what I'm going through anymore. Who knows.

Numbness is protecting you from too much pain. With everything you're going through I think your poor heart needs a little rest and that's why you're numbing out?
You left the chat without saying goodbye today. I figured you were booted. I really wanted to talk with you some more.
You can PM me anytime, Lex. I'm really concerned for you. I hope you'll be feeling better soon.
Hang in there, k? (((((((((((Lex)))))))))))))

[Lexicon78]

Thanx, Jax. It's nice to hear that somebody's concerned about me...I feel you truly are...I'm starting to want to isolate from everyone...even on this site...I don't know what's wrong with me anymore.

[(JD)]

You probably do need to go a bit "numb" until you have your full support back after the weekend... when your T is back available. Are you sure your T didn't leave someone on call instead? Ts would much rather you call when before you are in full crisis, rather than waiting till after you crash.... but you have us here to help you through this time.... combined, the members here are really a strong support base