Frustrated

Im in the same position that ive been in for years. Im still unemployed and unsociable. I hope something good happens soon. Im sick of being alive and not really "living". Its so pointless. I try not to feel so worthless. But im not helping anyone right now. Im not being productive at all. I wish i had something good to write about but all i have to write about is empty meaningless, fu*&ing words.

I know what you mean. Solutions to these problems aren't easy ones.

do u see a T? i felt this way for so long then i started seeing a T. we started working on why i felt the way i did. i just thought it was the way it would always be. i found with help that i had worth and value. you do too altho right now you can't "see" it. keep trying and know that things can change for you in your life. i know because they did for me and i was hopeless i first.
oh and keep posting. i found it helps and ppl are so supportve here. sending good thoughts your way....

thanx everyone.....i dont see a therapist at the moment. i want to find a good therapist in the dc area. i just want to find somebody im comfortable talking to. @madisgram, that poem is excellent by the way.

Hey there so_punk_rock!

Keep on going, you are worthwhile, you do have value and things can change for the better!

Have you ever considered volunteering? I do some volunteering and it does help my self esteem knowing that I am at least sometimes helping out in some small way. It also gives me a chance to chat to other people as I tend to be quite a loner otherwise.

I found opportunities for volunteering just by googling my local area. One place I go to pays my petrol costs and I get a very nice meal (with loads of leftovers I get to take home) cooked free for me each week What's to lose!!!