[Fuzzybear]

I need to change. Myself, my life, everything. I need to stop being such a stupid spoilt brat. Right now I feel like I have no purpose and that ceasing to exist would be really the best thing....
I am trying to change but I guess I'm too stupid/useless to climb out of this deep dark smelly hole.
And too stupid to write a post that people will relate to although I relate to others' posts. Again, I'm too stupid to post a reply other than a hug. My apologies to those who dislike hugs.
poke:

[pegasus]

You are not a spoilt brat.

I know how it feels to feel that low but that feeling will pass.

A lot of people relate to what you write.

Your hugs are the very best in the whole wide world, I'm sure others will agree with me on that.

(((((((((((( Furrypaws ))))))))))))

[Sabrina]

I love your hugs Fuzzy. You are always so thoughtful and kind. (((Fuzzybear)))

[googley]

(((((((((((FurryPaws)))))))))

I agree with Pegaus. Your hugs are the best!

I also totally relate to your posts. I've been in that dark hole before. And somehow I keep ending up back in it. But with time, it gets lighter, and we can climb out.

You are a wonderful caring person who's heart is huge! I'm sorry you are feeling so down, but I am happy that you are reaching out for support.

[Rohag]

Originally Posted by pegasus

Your hugs are the very best in the whole wide world, I'm sure others will agree with me on that.

I agree! I agree! I agree!

((((((( Furry Paws! )))))))

[Ygrec23]

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

I need to change. Myself, my life, everything. I need to stop being such a stupid spoilt brat. Right now I feel like I have no purpose and that ceasing to exist would be really the best thing.... I am trying to change but I guess I'm too stupid/useless to climb out of this deep dark smelly hole. And too stupid to write a post that people will relate to although I relate to others' posts. Again, I'm too stupid to post a reply other than a hug. My apologies to those who dislike hugs. poke:

Who dislikes hugs? But seriously, regarding your need to change, what can those of us out here, with our kaleidoscope of different ages, different problems, different intelligence levels, different verbal levels, do for you to help you in what you want to do? That's a big, big question. At the moment all I can respond is with small, small ideas. In what sense are you a "stupid spoiled brat"? Details, please. What are the details about your feeling you have no purpose? How could that possibly be true considering your wildly impressive record here on PC? What purpose is better than helping people? Which you've done over and over and over again here? And, of course, you're neither too stupid nor too useless to do anything you want, including climbing out of your hole. Yes, of course, I live in that hole too for much of the time. Do you actually have a T? It really sounds like not. And you should, you know, and I know you do know. Here we are, Fuzzybear, in our tens of thousands, awaiting your word on the kind of support you'd like, support that will truly help you to get out of the hole, now, this time, and forever. Are you really saying that all of your years on PC haven't produced even some effect? That you don't find helping others to be a decent way of getting out of one's own hole? There are so many questions, for which I apologize; but they're necessary in light of (1) your skeletal post; (2) your history on PC; and (3) your obvious familiarty with the kinds of problems presented here and the ways of dealing with them. I'm quite serious, and would most appreciate a response from you as serious as this post. Take care!

[Elana05]

Fuzzybear,

Please don't change who you are.
You are the very best you there is!!!
I always look forward to your posts.
There have been times when that dancing bear (to begin with) has really cheered me up. And I mean that. I have actually felt lighter to see that little bear.
The only thing I hope you can change a little bit is how hard you are coming down on yourself.
Maybe try to repeat these words just a couple of times:
"I am a good person."
"I deserve to be treated well."
"I deserve to be treated fairly."
"I am important for simply being who I am."
Many hugs to you today...

[lonegael]

(((((((((FUZZY))))))))))) HUGGGGSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!
Nothing wrong with the hugs. They are better than any post posted just to say something. A hug from you really means alot, Fuzzy, and you know what? There has been a change.
You write more now.
You delete less. At least as far as I can tell.
You dare tell us about your self doubts.
This is good, and brave, and different from the quiet Fuzzy of many months past (But no less dear).
Why are you stupid and spoiled? I don't get this feeling from you at all, but i'd like to know where you do.
Depression has a way of isolating us and making us think we are unworthy of everything. It's really a big lie. I wish I could pick you up and bear hug that lie right out, so what is good and brave and warm that is already in you has room to grow the way it should. Tha's the only thing that i can see that could stand changing.
And know what? I think it's starting. HUGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSS

[susan888]

Love you Furrypaws

Your hugs are precious

[HereIamBp]

I like hugs. Keep them coming!

[ariesmars]

i give some support to fuzzybear, since she gave me so much in the past...

[StrawberryFieldsss]

it has been a few years (almost!) since i have been to this forum but was very sad to see your post OP. i remember you from when i was here and you were always very sweet to everyone. i'm sorry you are feeling so down.