[findingmy_self95]

Uhgg I lost all my entry.. I guess it was for a good reason, it was getting to long anyways.

A paraphrase of it is.
I feel lonely, isolated, frustrated, alienated
My parents are in process of divorce
I lost a very valuable friendship with a great friend that I miss but doesn;t want to talk to me
Come to a realisation I have no friends
2 friends, i barely talk to and never see
I feel used, a third wheel, Just there for their amusement, but still go to feel apart of somthing, to feel like i do have friends
I feel like I don't belong, or fit in anywhere in my life.
Havn't cut in 3months
Stress becomin overwhelming but participating in a group to manage stress
Sleep issues but controlable since dad and stress group
Reading is my only escape but I have no money or motivation to get or find one
Feeling of depression closing in slowly, able to control it but don;t know for how long

FAQ
I dont have a therapist and not planning on seeing one
Ive seen a psychiatrist and a social worker for several months
Can start seeing my social worker again when I feel necessary
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I just need comforting prayers and messages to know that I'm not alone because I feel so alone right now.
I am not a danger to myself but I just need some comfort, I'd appreciate it.

[Belle1979]

(((((brennan)))))

[tryingtobeme]

hugs to you Brennan. You are not alone in your feelings. I feel them right now too.