[Lexicon78]

I had a really bad night, barely slept, and today I feel like the weight of the world is on me. I feel heavy, all I want to do is sleep today, and my mood is just so negative.

I guess I'm still depressed about my mom very much. I really don't know why I'm so depressed. I woke up feeling like crap and nothing I do eases it. I know I'm posting a lot but I feel the need to post to figure some things out. As long as I see it written, I can figure stuff out...I don't know.

[Lexicon78]

thanks Ozzie. I don't know what I'd say if I called a hotline because I really don't know what's bringing me down today....

[Quay]

Hope you're having a better day today. Hope you're takng it easy on yourself, too. Sometimes you just have to give yourself a little time..

I've often thought about calling a hotline. I was kind of thinking I needed a non-crisis line though. I didn't feel like it was a crisis, I just really felt like I needed someone to talk to. Never did try it, so if you do, tell me how you make out.

If not, keep talking here. There doesn't seem to be a better place. Quay