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Oct 02, 2005, 07:39 PM
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I don't know how much longer I can stand not to be the person I am. For the benifit of people I love I have to pretend that everything is ok but nothing is ok. I don't know how long I can survive doing this. I'm trying to block but I can't lately. I have to put their happiness in front of mine. I am so tired.
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Oct 02, 2005, 07:49 PM
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I am sorry for how you feel...I can so relate to you and your post cause I just added to a thread of mine that I too pretend or act even to my own T....I don't have any help for you cause ...well, ME TOO but wanted to let you know you are NOT alone...I am right here too...pretending
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Oct 02, 2005, 07:55 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((time0)))))))))))))))))))) i wish you peace and joy.
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Oct 02, 2005, 09:29 PM
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i've been there and i'm so sorry that you're going through this. i don't have answers but i have hugs. xoxox pat
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Oct 02, 2005, 10:04 PM
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(((time0) I am reminded of something my T told me, that when I feel I am just pretending.. that is when I am real, and the bad feelings are the things that aren't all the truth. (well, not a direct quote.. I can't think that well right now
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Oct 02, 2005, 10:55 PM
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(((time0))) All I can really say is I truly understand -and that I hope things get easier soon.
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Oct 03, 2005, 10:51 AM
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Thank you for taking the time to reply to me and show me that you care.
But I am the stupidess person in this world. I so hate myself! I so hate who I am! Time0 PS You don't have to reply to this post. It's a stupid post just like I am. |
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Oct 03, 2005, 04:08 PM
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I'm replying anyway. You're not stupid. And I can totally agree with you. I feel like I have to be happy for my friends and my family. I have to be smiling and I have to make them laugh and I have to laugh along with them even though I don't find the jokes funny. And I feel so fake and so false and like such a liar. But I just do it anyway.
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