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Dec 09, 2010, 08:43 PM
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Just sent this email to one of the people that's tried helping me, and of whom I love one hour and hate the next...and I was a total **** to her.
"****ed up tonight. came out to my brother, got disowned by my brother, smoked 15 fags, will probably never be able to see my dad or nan again, dont some other stupid ****, got myself into an argument with a potentially scary person, deleted all my college work, posted loads of embarressing **** and smashed up a laptop. brill. anyway. i am actually really sorry. tonight wasnt the real me (I dont think) I dont even know." All the stuff i mentioned in this email happened within about 3 hour time period.
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Dec 09, 2010, 08:44 PM
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Im so confused about who I am. One minute im this one person and the next im totally different.
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Dec 09, 2010, 08:49 PM
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I'm sorry that all this happened to you In The Darkness. It seems like you are going through some tough times. I just wanted to stop by and let you know that you are not alone. A lot of people are confused about who they are.
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Dec 10, 2010, 01:22 AM
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It is so hard when we lose control and we do things we regret later. Like now I don't want to kill myself although I'm very scared of the future. Yet last night, out of desparation, I swallowed pills and wanted it to be over. Life is so confusing. I'm just glad I found this website.
Feel free to vent here anytime you want. These people are great. Z |
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Dec 11, 2010, 09:45 AM
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(((((((((In the Darkness))))))))) Sometimes the fear makes us all do crazy stuff. My huggs to you. Nothing to do but pcik up the pieces.
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Dec 12, 2010, 01:09 AM
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Confusion is life.....Please don't let it stop you in your tracks...Much of what your previous post mentioned above happens to allot of us depending on our mental illness or stress levels and our MI from minutes to hours! You sound like your under allot of STRESS that just aggravates the situation...Your doing all the right things right now, your reaching out your talking...Continue to do so!!!!!!.....Talking believe it or not is the most powerful weapon anyone has in when dealing with our mental health issues, how else can anyone help us unless they know what's going on....Please hold on...You an pm me too if you need to talk...hugs if safe, Kalisha
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