[Psyclox]

This Morning I got to work and told my manager that I quit, so now me back to square one again but I don't care about that job cause it was causeing me to much pain cause I never got to see me friends or have fun any more so I was getting even more depressed than what I was to begin with, I hated that job I was terrible long hours and little pay I think not, today though I feel really depro and I want to do nothing but curl up in my bed and drift away into the fabric of time and space and never be, but that won't happen, I'm gonna tell my Pdoc about the whole ODing thing and this might just get me sent away and if it does I will just fall to pieces but in the end i relise that I have to, for the sake of life and for the sake of my friends and family, I am a screw up in life I know that and maybe in time I will get better but for now I'm just gonna be me and be really depro until the 17th when I get a refill on my meds, the funny thing is when I took only 200mg I was still depro but when I took more I was a really happy person the next day which to me says that my dosage should be greater.

[kimmydawn]

((((((((((((psyclox))))))))))))))

please keep yourself safe until then.

keep us updated!

kd

[wisewoman]

it's a long time to the 17th. Can you call your pdoc and tell him you need more meds and are safe right now and will explain when you meet again? Also, maybe give the pills to parents to dole out?

[(JD)]

I'm sorry you weren't able to hang in at the job until your meds were increased, as you say they are needed ... it's always easier to find a new job while you still have one. But I hope you do okay till the meds are upped.. and that you can stay safe and find some relief from that job!