[so_punk_rock]

its the same old *****. nothing ever changes. im still sitting here without a therapist and without meds. i couldnt even go to the doctors office today for christs sake. im gonna keep trying (i think) to get myself out of this whole. however, its exhausting and annoying and alot of the time i just want to give up and die already. my dreams mean something to me but all of it seems so impossible and sometimes i just dont give a f**k anymore......i dont know....its just me whining again.

[Cabby]

I know how you are feeling. I too have felt this way too. All i can tell you is that take life one day at a time hour by hour and minute by minute. Things will eventually become better for you as time goes on.

[ayana95]

Originally Posted by so_punk_rock

its the same old *****. nothing ever changes. im still sitting here without a therapist and without meds. i couldnt even go to the doctors office today for christs sake. im gonna keep trying (i think) to get myself out of this whole. however, its exhausting and annoying and alot of the time i just want to give up and die already. my dreams mean something to me but all of it seems so impossible and sometimes i just dont give a f**k anymore......i dont know....its just me whining again.

Keep trying. I know that feeling of wanting to give up when nothing seems to be going right. Keep trying and try not to be too hard on yourself.

[Vegasgal33]

I know how you feel, I have been there myself.....Hang in.....Never give up

[Leed]

Hi ~ You have GOT to make that extra effort to see the doctor. He can help get you out of this rut that you're in. It sounds like you're really depressed ~ and your doc can help with that -- but you've got to LET him. Yes, it IS exhausting and tiring ~ but you've got to do it anyway.

Pick up the phone on Monday and make that appointment! Or maybe just walk in and see if he'll see you for a few minutes. You need to get on an antidepressant so that you CAN get in to see a therapist. It's important. I've been in and out of therapy all my adult life. If I can do it so can YOU. LOL

Please?? We care what happens to you - Make the call, ok? Hugs, Lee

[so_punk_rock]

thanx everyone

[lxegirl]

i know how you feel, it'll be hard to take that first step and admit it to your family and friends. It was really nerve racking for me to do it, but i was SO happy when i did. Once you do it, everything will start getting better. You just have get through it far enough so someone else can help you too. Get a therapist, it really does help. YOU CAN DO IT.