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You may have seen my posts before. I've always felt lost and worthless and guilty and hopeless and scared. It's been that way for over 5 and a half years now.
But today, something changed. I'm not sure exactly what caused this change, possibly this autobiography that i finished reading, but as I just said, I'm not exactly sure. I now feel hope. I thought that to after so long, it would take years to get better and only after admitting my issues to someone who i know. But it turned out that it was much more like getting grappled by a fishing hook: it hurt like hell for a few seconds, but i was then pulled quickly out of it. This is such a strange feeling because for so long i've felt there's no hope for me in life, but now I feel motivated to work hard, take chances and make my worth. Then I feel annoyed that I've wasted so much of my life. But I can see it in another light: i have learnt so much from those "wasted" years. I've quickly found a lot of inspirational quotes and written them on my door so that if I ever start to go downhill again I can lift myself up. But really, what I wanted to say was: Any of you who feel lacking hope, it will get better, no matter how hard that is to believe. I know it seems hypocritical to say that because it's only just happened, but nevertheless, it's true! And thank you all for helping me in my darkest times. I will still be here, reading and commenting on posts, but hopefully I wont be posting myself anymore. xxxxx |
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It's awesome that you found hope in your life! You sound so excited, and motivated.
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Music,
I can't tell you how much I thank you for your message!! I'm extremely happy for you and appreciative! You made me remember what hope is! ![]() Z P.S. Depression is a fierce battle. I know you've had this great experience, but never feel like you can't post here about yourself!
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Medications: Venlafaxine (Effexor) 75mg dailyDivalproex (Valproic Acid) 600mg daily Seroquel (Quetiapine) 100mg daily ZMAN
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i battle with anxiety every day and i cant take it anymore but im always glad to hear theres hope.
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