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Mar 12, 2011, 08:31 PM
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I can't stand these feelings anymore, why doesn't God hear me or at least just let me not wake up???? I'm sitting here, miserable, can't even get myself up to take a damn shower, tried to eat this morning and again it sent me rushing to the bathroom, have let my teeth go and they used to be white and perfect and i'm just a pathetic waste of space. My life has/is fallen apart and I have enough pills to get the job done, only my Christianity is stopping me, but i don't want it to. I just want to go. Iv'e had enough!
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Mar 12, 2011, 10:10 PM
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((((Dessertrose))))
Are you seeing a T or pdoc? I'm sorry your in so much pain!  
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Mar 12, 2011, 11:28 PM
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I used to, but i haven't in a long while. my prob was always anxiety with mild depression. My soon to be ex-husband and family had to move out of state to a small little town, so my Internal Medicine doc back in Texas is still prescribing me any med. I kicked out my ex and so he took all the money with him. I did however get to go to texas last Monday and my doc wants to switch me from 10mg of Lexapro to 100mg of zoloft, but as stupid as this sounds I am afraid of the med, so I have stared at the bottle for a week. I'm also on 3mg of Klonopin for anxiety, but i think it is worsening the depression. My doc did see how bad of shape i am in and wants to see me back in 3 wks.
I don't think i will last that long. I don't know what to do and have 0 support, except from my son, who's 17 and does not need to be involved with my failure as a human being. Thanks for responding. |
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Mar 13, 2011, 04:14 AM
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I have really terrible depression at times and it makes it difficult to find my way to the better life I want. You are cared about and are not alone and I'm so glad you are reaching out for needed support. I know that is the one thing that helps me find my way when my depression becomes too much to handle alone. Sending you very gentle (((
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Mar 13, 2011, 07:03 AM
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you are in my thoughts!
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 Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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Mar 13, 2011, 12:32 PM
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Your doc saw you were in bad shape and doesn't want to see you for 3 weeks during which you are making a med change? I see my pdoc every week while working on getting meds right. 3 weeks is a long time when you feel as you do. Couldn't you ask to see him sooner?
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Mar 14, 2011, 12:19 PM
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I wish I could. He is not a Pdoc, but has been my Dr. since I was 15 years old. He is in Texas and I am not anymore. I am in a small little town out in the middle of sticksville. Plus, I don't have the money right now to go back. I did manage to get some state insurance here, since my child is under the age of 18, but there is noone for me to go to. IDK!
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Mar 15, 2011, 02:45 AM
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