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Jan 28, 2011, 10:15 PM
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I have slept for almost three days straight. I left my residence once in that time and the excursion was exhausting.
I am so, so tired. And yet I am also so, so restless. I need to get out of here. I need to do something else, go somewhere else, I don't even care where, I just need OUT. My mind is spinning. I'm lonely and I'm miserable and I can feel the depression creeping up on me. I know I'm repeating myself but I hate that I have another five months of school. I know it's not that long and I'm actually in the home stretch, but whenever I think about it I just want to curl up in a corner until it's over. I am so tired of all of this, I'm terrified I'm going to drop the ball at the last minute and completely ruin everything. And then all this time, all this energy, all this suffering will have been for nothing. 
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Rebecca "If you're going through hell -- keep going." - Winston Churchill It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection. - Elizabeth Gilbert Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong, we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on. Bring on the wonder, bring on the song, I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long. - Susan Enan http://igetupagain.wordpress.com/ |
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Jan 29, 2011, 04:08 AM
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Hello, Rebecca. You are in my thoughts.
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Jan 29, 2011, 06:22 AM
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hi, poor love. Maybe its time to talk to someone, someone who can guide you through and help take some of the school pressure off your back?
I hope things improve for u. |
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Jan 29, 2011, 11:06 AM
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Rebecca, I am sorry you are feeling so bad.
I dont usually comment on someone's state of mind but I just want to say that I have been reading you for a couple of years now on and off and it occured to me today that you seem to be going through really hard times when you are at school. My philosophy is that if you feel so bad doing certain things one should consider changing whatever they are doing in order to improve one's life. Just a thought! You deserve to be happy and to do what makes YOU happy! |
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Jan 30, 2011, 10:45 PM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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