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Old Oct 19, 2005, 02:16 AM
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hi all,

ive been browsing these boards for a while on and off ... let me introduce myself first ... 22 years old male ... and i suffer from depression, anxiety and i dont know, several mood disorders

ive been taking effexor xr 300mg for 6 months now, i was on celexa for a month before that (30mg) ... so far the results havent been great ..
ive also been taking 300mg seroquel (for about 3-4months now) and my new psychiatrist has just started me with 10mg of zyprexa ... so far: no help except for 8 hour min. sleep

i dont think this will really end for good ... it will keep coming back ... i really feel like the downhill kind of process has begun ... i cant study i am on the verge of dropping out of university ... oh and forget career and ambitions, no chance there ...

feeling really hopeless over here

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Old Oct 19, 2005, 02:31 AM
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Hi I just wanted to welcome you and say to keep posting as I too am not too hopeful I cannot add anything to help you sorry that I don't.
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Old Oct 19, 2005, 02:37 AM
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hey at least you made your presence felt ...
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Old Oct 19, 2005, 02:41 AM
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Lol that is true but a hi my life is crap too is a sorry welcome but all I had my first post here ...
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Old Oct 19, 2005, 02:50 AM
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(((((((((((((((((Rudy)))))))))))))))

Welcome to the Forums my first post here ...

So your having such a difficult time. I dont know what else to say other then, your not alone. Keep posting as pften as needed.

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Old Oct 19, 2005, 08:30 AM
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Hi Rudy and welcome to the forums.

The sense of hopelessness is just the depression talking to you and effecting your thoughts. Try to remember that, it is hard.

Relief is available. This is an illness you may have to be aware of always, and there may always be troublesome periods with it, but the sense of hopelessness can be lifted with treatment and a good future is possible and likely if you keep trying.
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Old Oct 19, 2005, 11:02 AM
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Hello Rudy. Welcome. I'm truly sorry you have to fight with this terrible illness. I do too, so I know how it feels. Just keep taking your medicine and keep posting. It will get better, even though now it looks like it won't. my first post here ... Take care of yourself. PM me anytime you need to, ok?
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Old Oct 19, 2005, 03:50 PM
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thanks a lot all of you ... i have really come to accept it as a part of who i am, this way it bothers me a little less ...
browsing these boards also makes me feel i am not alone ... i cant thank enough whoever is running this site (doc grohol, yes) !
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Old Oct 19, 2005, 03:53 PM
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Hello Rudy,

I'm new here as well.. I know how you feel. I go to Nursing School at night, going through a down hill process. I've finally just able to amitt that to myself. Droping out school completly is a mistake, as hard as life seem to get latly, education is very imporant. One day we won't be able to have it.

Career is something a comman person struggle with, I just started a small part time job...It a start. Hang in there.

So far these wounderful people in this site have told me some great advice and support.
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Old Oct 19, 2005, 04:34 PM
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hi, rudy, and welcome!

i'm sorry that you're feeling so badly and have for quite some time. there are many here who can relate and are ready and willing to support in whatever ways that we can...if it's just hearing you when you need to talk...

be safe,

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Old Oct 19, 2005, 06:44 PM
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Welcome Rudy!

Lots of support and inspiration here, along with empathy from those of us who know from experience what you are talking about. We do know, and we do care.

Again, welcome!
Sarah
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Old Oct 20, 2005, 12:28 AM
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you guys are wonderful ...

you know, these days i am really trying to understand how things really went wrong, i am trying to find the scapegoat ... sometimes i feel its the psychiatrists (seen three so far) ... i dont know ... really confused. on a second thought, there is nothing new to tell my first post here ... this is will keep going on ...

just glad to be here.
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Old Oct 20, 2005, 12:39 AM
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Glad to have you here rudy. Sometimes there is no scapegoat where these problems are concerned. We just are the way we are. You said that you have been to 3 psychiatrists. Have you been in therapy? Sometimes meds just aren't enough. Sometimes there are things deep-seated in us that intensify the chemical imbalances that make us feel the way we do. If you're not in talk therapy, I'd recommend it. I hope that your days will be a little brighter now that you have found us. Please take care of yourself and check in when you can. Good luck.

Ry
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Old Oct 20, 2005, 01:56 AM
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hey ryan ... ive been in therapy for about a year now, it helps sometimes but i guess there isnt much that my psychologist can offer me now except for making me feel comfortable during the therapy sessions.
yes, i think i'll be a regular poster here. thanks for your message.
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Old Oct 20, 2005, 07:49 AM
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Hi Rudy,

Welcome & blessings.
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