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Old Feb 20, 2011, 10:12 PM
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feeling really down. it's really hitting me tonight that i'm all alone, that my husband is so far away, and will be for a loooong time. i have the tv on, just so it's not so quiet in here.

had another fight with my 8 year old earlier. he got sent to bed early for something he did, and he threw a big fit, and lots of "i hate you"s.

went through some of his old toys, was going to sell them. i got kinda nostalgic, too many memories attached to the toys. don't think i can sell them. just looking through them, taking pictures, was so upsetting.

i'm so tired of crying all the time.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry

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Old Feb 21, 2011, 01:39 AM
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I'm sorry you're feeling so sad.
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Old Feb 21, 2011, 03:07 AM
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Sorry you are feeling lonely tonight. Hugs to you!
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Old Feb 21, 2011, 07:11 AM
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Hello, whenwillitend. May today be one without the tears.
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Old Feb 21, 2011, 08:10 AM
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I am sorry you were feeling so lonely. I hope you were able to get a good nights sleep and feel better today.
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Old Feb 21, 2011, 09:06 AM
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(((((((((((((( whenwillitend ))))))))))))))
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Old Feb 21, 2011, 01:24 PM
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and now my babysitter quit on me. now i have to find a new one AGAIN. the last two got pregnant and quit, this one is going back to school, what next?
i wonder what's going to go wrong next.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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Old Feb 21, 2011, 01:33 PM
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Oh, you poor dear! My heart goes out to you!
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Old Feb 21, 2011, 09:23 PM
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and as if the day wasn't bad enough already, one of my dogs ran off because i didn't lock the back gate right. i was worried sick, but luckily she came home on her own. i'm totally exhausted from all the stuff that went on today.

but, i had good things happen too. for one, my neighbor came over and trimmed one of our trees that was scratching up our house. that was really nice of him. and then i already found a new babysitter. she even charges less than the old one. and i'm very comfortable with her. so tomorrow, for the first time in a month, i actually get to talk to my t, instead of trying to talk over a fussing toddler.

i guess i should just focus on the good things that happened today.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says

For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life

Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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