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Mar 01, 2011, 10:06 AM
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I stood on the precipice looking down at the frozen water as tears flowed from my eyes filling the watery ice below. Feeling my foot on the brink of falling into the frozen darkness awaiting me below. Then i thought of all those i love dearly in my life and walked away.
This actually happened to me last night, Sometimes I am like lost in a bubble or a cell where there is no escape. There are ones i love so deeply who are so special that i look at them and love them more then my own soul. I have a special relationship with someone who is real special to me whom i love like no other in the world. We are real close friends and are always there for each other. I have so deep love for this person and her love for me is deep it just is not the same level as i have for her. Which is ok and normal i guess but i find myself so depressed inside to the point i feel like i am losing my little sanity i have left. I will write more later, for now i am still hanging in there. |
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#2
Mar 02, 2011, 02:06 PM
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Hello, JCFASD! I'm glad love kept you from the frozen darkness. When you are ready, do please continue (I'll visit your blog in the meantime).
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Mar 02, 2011, 02:52 PM
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Love for my husband and brother is the only thing that keeps me alive. I know love for me and some other friends is the only thing keeping my husband alive too (he has depression).
Keep hanging in there  Sometimes I think love and pain are connected--we can only love as deeply as we have hurt. |
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Mar 02, 2011, 03:07 PM
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I feel the same way, the people I love are the only thing I have to hold onto to keep me alive. I understand. You're in my thoughts,
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#5
Mar 02, 2011, 10:18 PM
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I love you all for being so honest and caring. You are all special.
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#6
Mar 03, 2011, 06:09 PM
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Sorry you are lonely and full of despair. Hope tomorrow brightens for you. Thanks for sharing with us!
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Mar 03, 2011, 10:57 PM
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Quote:
You've got to trust in God...he will lift you up out of your darkness =) |
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Mar 04, 2011, 08:01 PM
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i feel almost the same way
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awww too bad i dont care anymore :/ |
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