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Mar 02, 2011, 10:56 PM
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What is so f*****g wrong with me?
Am I seriously defective? I try and try but none of it really seems to matter. If there was a rage forum I would stick this there but alas there isn't one.
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I have a dream that one day the chicken can cross the road without having his motives questioned If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about it? I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. ~Kurt Cobain~ Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. ~Kurt Cobain~ Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it. ~Elizabeth Wurtzel~ |
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Mar 02, 2011, 11:32 PM
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What is wrong, hon?
Would you like to talk about it?
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The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well. anonymous |
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Mar 03, 2011, 12:06 AM
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Hi Dark,
I second what Yoda posted. Anything we can do to help? 
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Mar 03, 2011, 12:49 AM
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Not sure what anyone can do to help.
Hell I am not even sure what I need let alone how anyone can help. Can't get my therapist to do anything but how can she when I have not told her what she needs to do? And of course how can I do that when i don't even know? What is the reason I can't seem to get anyone to stick around? What defect is it that I have that makes it impossible for me to connect with other people for any length of time? I don't even mean romantically. I just mean socially or friendship. What skills am I lacking? So pissed right now I cannot think straight Just feel....can't even think of words
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I have a dream that one day the chicken can cross the road without having his motives questioned If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about it? I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. ~Kurt Cobain~ Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. ~Kurt Cobain~ Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it. ~Elizabeth Wurtzel~ |
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Mar 03, 2011, 01:15 AM
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Hey Dark
It might sound lame but try writing what ever is in your head, good bad and ugly and take it to the T. It really does help to get the thoughts out of your head and onto paper. Then if you want , you can rip the paper to shreds instead of giving it to the T. I have an idea where you're at and I know it hurts and makes you rage. Please be safe. |
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Mar 03, 2011, 01:46 AM
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Dark,
I'm sorry things are so tumultuous and convoluted at the moment. I can sense how angry you are now. I wish I could help you answer those questions; we both know I can't. Though I know I am only an online friend, I am your friend. I've enjoyed talking with you when I've had the chance, and you've always proved a kind, patient, caring person with a keen sense of humor and possessing more generosity than I think you are aware. I mean none of this in a patronizing sense; it's all extended in sincerity and of course, friendship. You are welcome to PM me whenever you like, but you already know that. Please take care of yourself and reach out whenever you want or need. My heart goes out to you, Dark. I AM your friend.
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Mar 03, 2011, 05:54 PM
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When I am my most depressed, I struggle wth thoughts of being "defective" and "unlikeable" much as you seem to be now. I also get very, very angry when I don't feel things around me are right. When I am feeling better, all of this does subside to minor things I might improve. The depths of despair only seem to come with the darkest moods and depression. Hope you find a way to lessen your depression--that might be all you need to see what's around you in a better light. Till then, please try to do something nice for yourself--eat a piece of cake, take a nap, snuggled under a warm comforter with a pet, take a hot shower or bubble bath, or go outside and breath some fresh air, really deeply into your chest to envigorate you. Know we are here, wishing you well, no matter what else happens!
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Mar 03, 2011, 10:58 PM
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Quote:
Trust that God will protect you and save you from your darkness =) |
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Mar 04, 2011, 02:02 AM
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Even when I try it doesn't matter. (my perception, not necessarily reality)
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I have a dream that one day the chicken can cross the road without having his motives questioned If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about it? I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. ~Kurt Cobain~ Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. ~Kurt Cobain~ Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it. ~Elizabeth Wurtzel~ |
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Mar 04, 2011, 12:20 PM
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I am trying really hard to figure out where my head is and what to do about watever the hell is in my head.
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I have a dream that one day the chicken can cross the road without having his motives questioned If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about it? I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not. ~Kurt Cobain~ Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. ~Kurt Cobain~ Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it. ~Elizabeth Wurtzel~ |
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