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Old Mar 05, 2011, 08:10 PM
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I SO wish I was in a psych ward right this very SECONDDDDDDDDDDDD
FAMILY WHAT FAMILY///?????????????????????????????????????????
No no nope NO friends. Don't ever evfer evre EVER need them. EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



h.a.t.e. so-called life.

my dad is passed a few years ago, my mother is ok i suppose?, my sister NEVER EVER contacts me..........................................
the ONLY one that I like is:::::::::: my brother, who just 'happens' to be slow of learning (damage at birth).
SO, why WHY WHWY WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHY,
LOOK: WHY, WHY WHY WHY am I sooooooooooooooo meessed up??????
who cares who knows who will who won't what a so called life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Old Mar 05, 2011, 08:16 PM
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(((colmnach)))

and i know this hug might just be annoying too...it may not change a thing...and it might even hurt because empathy from others can feel too much like smothering/patronizing/superficial judgement...yet i offer this hug to you because i can relate and am SO SORRY you are struggling right now.

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Old Mar 05, 2011, 09:17 PM
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Old Mar 05, 2011, 10:32 PM
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((((((((Colmnach)))))))))) I wish I could offer help somehow.I wish you peace and comfort from the deepest part of my heart.I hate that this is all I have to offer.Yet in the moment it is all I can do.Please believe that so many who read this feel concern and understanding within their hearts towards these awful pains you feel.I know that I do.~WO.olf
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Old Mar 05, 2011, 10:51 PM
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May the next few hours bring you a deep belly full of rest and relaxation. Then may your mind clear and you release all the that has upset you. May you realize you have a community of caring people here at pc who are listening and reaching out to you. Grab hold of a hand....you are not alone....we are here with you.
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Old Mar 06, 2011, 04:38 AM
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Colmnach - you have such a deep, caring heart...I see it in your responses in the creative corner. Hang in there. You are stronger than you know
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Old Mar 06, 2011, 02:55 PM
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Ok things/stuff/my anger(?)- has calmed somewhat since that happened (last night);
I guess some people (if not all??)-get to a point and then they say 'I can't take this.'
So I think that is what happened last night.

Don't get me wrong, I am still annoyed at what vexes me, it is a deep deep deep ...'thing' that will not go away.
Maybe in time. Who knows? I don't. All I can do is hang on to the remnant of hope that I have left. So be it.
Days are drawing longer now, and with that, the darkness retreats somewhat.
Somewhat.
Thanks to those who care. Really care.

Last edited by colmnach; Mar 06, 2011 at 02:56 PM. Reason: who knows.
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Old Mar 06, 2011, 04:01 PM
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I care colmnach
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Old Mar 06, 2011, 04:04 PM
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You matter!
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Old Mar 06, 2011, 06:05 PM
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I SO wish...
...a so called life...!
Colmnach, was that a "moment of speed" such as you describe in your poetry?
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Old Mar 06, 2011, 08:40 PM
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You Matter, Just like all of us MATTER. I learned this the hard way, but it's true!
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Old Mar 07, 2011, 07:31 AM
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Colmnach, was that a "moment of speed" such as you describe in your poetry?
No, not really. The 'speed' that was in one of my writings was refering to how fast the traumas/horrific things happened in real-time. The deep, dark depression/ptsd actuated/enveloped me more subtly. Just like shadows I guess?

And Violetmoons, thanks again.
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Old Mar 07, 2011, 08:19 AM
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Colmnach you're welcome.
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Old Mar 07, 2011, 12:15 PM
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...ok...*nodds in understanding*
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