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#1
Mar 28, 2011, 07:32 AM
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I feel numbed out and so sad at the very same time... I can't write or be creative in any other way right now. All the crap is stuck inside of me.
I feel lost... empty... like I could just lay down and fade away... No energy left... Where am I? Who am I? What is real... what is not? I feel so lonely and still I feel like hiding away from people... even those I know care about me. My daughter is so hard to handle. My son was good to be around this weekend. We were alone all Saturday and that was really nice. But it takes a lot out of me being with him... so intense... you have to have a sharp mind all the time. I'm going to see a friend a few weeks from now... but that makes me feel selfish leaving everything behind... even though I know I need it. Right now it seem so far away though. I need a break NOW! Saying that makes me feel terrible! I feel like a real s**t mom! Sorry! |
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#2
Mar 28, 2011, 09:47 AM
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You are not a bad mom, HeartWhispers; you sound like a very good mom. Don't feel guilty about taking a break (and wanting the break to come sooner). I'm very familiar with that "mommy guilt." It's not selfish of you to want to get away from everything and visit a friend.
I hope you feel better soon  ...and I hope the time before your trip passes quickly! Best wishes to you.
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Mar 28, 2011, 09:49 AM
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I am sorry you are struggling so much right now. All parents get burnt out on their kids some times, its normal.
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#4
Mar 28, 2011, 11:37 AM
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You are a wonderful, amazing, caring, supportive mother. You deserve a break! Don't be too hard on yourself, okay? With all that you've had on your plate lately, it's amazing that you are still able to parent the way you do. Take the time to re-charge your batteries and focus on yourself for a change!
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 Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#5
Mar 28, 2011, 05:42 PM
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thank you all for being encouraging... I just don't know how to find the energy to go on right now...
too much for far too long... I feel useless, ugly... and sort of 'dead'. 
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Mar 29, 2011, 04:37 AM
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Hang in there HW - I know how tough it is...I wish I could make things easier for you!
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Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#7
Mar 29, 2011, 05:38 AM
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CSC... thank you for always being there even though you're hurting so much yourself.
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Mar 29, 2011, 06:52 AM
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You are too hard on yourself, dear person.......try not to be so brutal in your judgement of self
"To make sense of a muddy world, let it be still until it becomes clear" Lao Tzu. Take the time.....to look to feel to love....... and know that you deserve the peace and stillness...... Michah
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Mar 30, 2011, 10:04 PM
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#10
Apr 04, 2011, 06:12 PM
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just sinking... sinking... when and how will it stop????!!!!! worse than ever
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#11
Apr 05, 2011, 05:09 AM
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sorry for moaning...
/invisible as always.. |
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#12
Apr 05, 2011, 05:21 AM
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I hope it can turn around for you. Know that I care about you and I am always on your side! Sending some strength across the ocean....
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Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#13
Apr 05, 2011, 05:36 PM
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CSC... thank you so much! I am here for you too!
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