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Old May 28, 2011, 11:17 AM
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I hate me, I wish I was not here!

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Old May 28, 2011, 11:21 AM
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She didn't sign up for this as my friend, she's only there because I think I kind of guilted her into it.
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Old May 28, 2011, 03:07 PM
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Not sure I can ever really be happy, so guess I'll just try to be who I am and accept it.
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Old May 28, 2011, 04:38 PM
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Previous attempt on my life has left its mark.... i am back in hospital again. This time my kidneys are throwing a hissy fit
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Old May 28, 2011, 09:18 PM
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I think this is the end of the hope. What now?
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Old May 28, 2011, 09:48 PM
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Never good enough...not to become the kind of writer I imagine being.

I'd sacrifice most everything for my work. There goes my sanity.

13 year old girls are better at this than I am! Why can't I express what I want to say with the words I know so well?

...petty complaints, but writing is the only thing I've got to keep me at peace.
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Old May 28, 2011, 10:29 PM
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Why do they look up to me so much?
Why do they believe I'm so responsible?
Me in charge of this much? Why?
How did I get to this point? Why doesn't it feel good? Why do I still feel like a failure at everything?
Why can't I see what they do? Or why don't they see what I do....?
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Old May 28, 2011, 11:29 PM
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Why do I feel like I am going through puberty all over again?
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Old May 29, 2011, 02:31 AM
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Crying at work is hard to hide.
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Old May 29, 2011, 06:56 AM
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Skip a rope skip a rope listen to the children while they play
Ain't it kinda funny what kids all say skip a rope
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Old May 29, 2011, 07:48 AM
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Here comes the doubt. It is rational or irrational this time?
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Old May 29, 2011, 11:57 AM
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Listening to some author run his mouth on NPR. Fighting the urge to feel like a complete failure.
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Old May 29, 2011, 06:11 PM
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I should have never taken the chance. I should have kept to myself like usual. I'm better off alone.
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Old May 29, 2011, 06:25 PM
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I wish I had the last 10 years back.
And I wish I could STOP wishing I had the last 10 years back.
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Old May 29, 2011, 08:06 PM
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why the f am I on this planet, so I can be tortured so others can feel better about them selves
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Old May 29, 2011, 09:04 PM
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I can't believe I'm at work right now. I want to crawl in a hole and sleep forever.
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Old May 29, 2011, 11:27 PM
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Why am I so tired all the time? I am tired of being tired.
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Old May 30, 2011, 07:42 AM
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Are part-time band leaders semi-conductors?
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Old May 30, 2011, 07:50 AM
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Still hanging on to that life raft, pulled myself up and got dragged back under again.
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Old May 30, 2011, 07:12 PM
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Why does he have to be so nice? It just makes me feel worse. I CAN'T wait to see my therapist tomorrow.
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Old May 30, 2011, 10:09 PM
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Feel sucky, but at least I'm not at work right now.
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Old May 30, 2011, 10:16 PM
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Need to find a way to balance work with no childcare, can't take caterpillar to work every day.
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Old May 31, 2011, 08:20 AM
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I've done so much work to get to this point. The question is, why did I bother?
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Old May 31, 2011, 08:36 PM
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Please let me sleep.
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Old May 31, 2011, 09:38 PM
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I think corn flakes at the very least should have some corn in them.
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