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Jul 06, 2011, 04:31 PM
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I've wanted to die for a long time, but i've attempted to keep myself alive....which i have
But today has pushed me over the edge... The one guy who i have had a crush on for a long while has gone for a "walk" with one of my best friends...on my birthday. He's the reason that i've been alive for 6 months. if it wasnt for him, i'd be long dead by now...even if i tried many times. But now i have no reason to live. (Not suicidal, just dont want to live.) How have you all been? xxx |
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Jul 06, 2011, 04:35 PM
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#3
Jul 06, 2011, 04:52 PM
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The one guy I've had a crush on (for twenty years - parents, don't let your children grow up to be computer programmers!) played me a VERY ROMANTIC song on a musical instrument on the 4th of July when we happened to be alone together, then told me he was learning it for THIS GUY (who is married, and nobody is gay, and despite my weird moniker yes I'm a girl. Just a stupid one!). But he played it very well and it was SO beautiful! But I have begun to realize he doesn't even laugh at my jokes. WHO NEEDS THAT?! We can do better, and we will. Please, just be thankful you are not a hundred years old like me, you have no idea how cute you really are to so many people, how much potential you have. Expand your horizons!
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Jul 06, 2011, 05:04 PM
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 I'd wish you a "happy birthday," but it doesn't feel right. May life give you reason to look back on this as a happy birthday. 
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My dog  mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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Jul 06, 2011, 09:13 PM
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Erm, i did some sexual stuff (all dry sex and kissing) with him...
I have no self respect. I hate myself. I am awake with one girl...we're always the ones awake, I so want to die...and i cant believe i managed to live till 18. Woow... I Hate Myself. Why am i so horrible?? ARGH xxx |
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#6
Jul 07, 2011, 05:50 AM
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I'm here for ya.
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