[IcryWhoAmI]

I just give up on everything, okay. I'm done trying.
If i go to the docs or whatever whats it gonna change?
My life will still be the same, i'll be stuck in the same place I always have been, no job, no friends, a bf who doesn't understand me.
Like, what's the point in anything. It's just a dumb life that I don't want.

You know, I was supposed to die at birth. But some dumb people saved me cause it's their job or whatever. I sometimes think that's why my life is so crap. I'm not supposed to have one, i'm not supposed to exist, but cause I was 'saved', that's all I am. Just someone that exists with no purpose.

Originally Posted by IcryWhoAmI

I just give up on everything, okay. I'm done trying.
If i go to the docs or whatever whats it gonna change?
My life will still be the same, i'll be stuck in the same place I always have been, no job, no friends, a bf who doesn't understand me.
Like, what's the point in anything. It's just a dumb life that I don't want.

You know, I was supposed to die at birth. But some dumb people saved me cause it's their job or whatever. I sometimes think that's why my life is so crap. I'm not supposed to have one, i'm not supposed to exist, but cause I was 'saved', that's all I am. Just someone that exists with no purpose.

You didn't die and that means that you have a value. Either you like it or not, you have a value ... You have to accept that you have a value!

Isn't there anything you like to do, like walk in the park, sit at a bench admiring the view, knit, bake, throw a ball at a wall, trample in the dirt ...?

May be you have tried to fix your life, but that is difficult for all of us ... Please try more! We all have to do that!

[little turtle]

maybe Icry is depressed right now and cant get up right now...
icry----I hope you feel a little better..please say more here...

[Fuzzybear]

[MickeyCheeky]

Sorry you feel this way. It must be terrible to feel like a "mistake" - but I don't think you were one. I'd never think that.

[malika138]

Icry,

People here support you and that means you are important to us.

I know what your birth story feels like. My parents had names picked out for their baby, but when the doctor asked for a name for the death certificate, they pulled one out of the air. So my legal name reminds me of my birth story. What I did to re-focus my negativity towards my name is that I renamed myself. I didn't legally change my name but hardly anyone knows my legal name now. I just thought I'd share that.

I also know what it feels like to want to give up. Please don't. Keep writing to us here.