[thetheft]

For me to not feel like talking to people...
But lately I just don't want to talk to anyone,
And I avoid talking, too.
I guess it's just, so much going on.
The ex wont leave me alone.
His friend is ganging up on me about it.
Friends are just too busy for me.
The guy I like has this girlfriend that doesnt seem to give him what he deserves.
He's also my best friend.
That my ex suspects I like.
I like him, alot.
Alot.
Alot.
Then there's money issues.
The fact that all i can think about is getting out on my own,
And how I cant do that because I have no money and I'm not old enough.
By one yearr.
Why cant everything just work out.
I guess until then I'm just going to stay home, in bed, and be alone.

[bloodxspatter]

I understand.
I was trapped, too. Mentally prepared to take on life alone, yet legally unable to. It's hard. But that one year in comparison to the many more you have left is minor.
And even though I still struggle, I assure you the freedom is worth the wait.
Right now you should be preparing. Do well in school, save up money (get a part-time job?), scout apartments and cars. It will make the transition easier and hopefully keep your chin up.