what?

I just want some help but my posts with my blog aren't being posted. it is probably triggering, but i need someone to hear me. i am painfully honest on there.

http://anna1298.blogspot.com/

I hear you, Anna. Are you being treated for depression? I hear that you don't want your life to go on as it is, but I don't have a clue what that life is--what's your situation? Married? Working?

Let us get to know you, and you can get to know us, okay? We'll do our best to help you sort stuff out & make it better. There are lots of forums here, each with a different slant. Lots of good people. It's a good place to hang out.

I am being treated, taking medication. Im 18, living at home. I'll try to get help from this site. I hope it helps.

Have you told whoever's prescribing about the sui thoughts you're having?

i did when i first went, but i haven't been able to go back. i dont have much money and my parents say im fine and its too expensive.

Sometimes there's an Rx phone line that costs little to nothing for refills or adjustments. Maybe all you need is an adjustment of your medication. Worth checking?

yes i will check that out thank you

Good. If that doesn't work out we'll come up with something else.
Are you going to be safe tonight?

yes i think so

Do you have anyone you can call or go to if things get bad?

not really. but i guess i can come on this site if it gets really bad.

Absolutely. If no one seems to be awake & posting on this forum, check the other ones. The psychotherapy one is pretty busy, & there're forums for survivors of suicide & of abuse.

There's a phone line too listed (I think) on the LR of the New Posts page (see near top of this page, about center).

I'll check back if it's somewhere else.
Take care.

Yep, lonely, that's where the link is. Wow, I actually remembered it. I amaze myself sometimes.

I need to get up in four hrs, so I'd better try to get some sleep. Don't know where you are so don't know whether to wish you the same or not.

But take good care. Talk with you later.

i am deleting the blog it was a dumb idea sorry

No, you can do both. Lots of folks do. They serve different purposes.