[space1234567]

I am depressed almost all the time especially in the evenings.I feel deep loneliness and emptiness.do not know why to live for what?do not wanna wake up in the mornings.WHY????.EVERYTHING IS SO MEANINGLESS.WHAT TO DO?HOW TO MAKE MYSELF NOT TO FEEL THAT?

Hi there,

Are you currently seeing a psychiatrist and/or therapist? Are you on any medications? If not, I would really recommend obtaining some professional help. Nobody should have to feel this way all the time. Sending you hugs and positive vibes.

[Caretaker Leo]

space,
From my own experiences there is something about depression that sometimes causes me to feel very dark and alone in the evenings. It is often a struggle to force myself out of bed each morning, but I do so because I have a job I can't afford to lose.

But, if you are at a point where "everything is so meaningless" - then I will strongly encourage you to get in and see a doctor ASAP! I did that because I just couldn't make myself not feel meaningless at a few of times during my life. Those were the times that I knew I absolutely had to get help. (And I did, and I always will if I feel that way again).

Don't give up, there are answers and I wish the best for you.

[vanessaG]

Im so sorry yor feelin like this. I agree are you seeing a psychiarist or therapist? If not i highly suggest you reach out to eigher of them you shouldnt have to feel like this. People and meds out there CAN help.

I understand..i was there 2 wks ago. Its not fun. Just try n hang in there and maybe baby yourself with something that makes you happy?

(((hugs))))

[space1234567]

thank you mellisa.no I don't take meds and I don't see a therapist.I am used to showing everything is ok

[space1234567]

than you caretaker

[space1234567]

thanks vanessa.I just can't let other know about my problem.I carry it for many years.PC is exception where I am open by mind.

[vaarier]

U should atleat talk to ur own doctor or some close family memeber and try ways to overcome this, if u carry on like this for long there might come a breaking point. i am concerned about you.

[St406]

To Space1234567, It's good that you are sharing with us here. The people here all support each other. I believe talking to a therapist in person would be even more helpful. I do both and it sounds like many who post here do too.

[space1234567]

thanks guys for support very much.I understand that I must see a therapist.it is necessary.because it is very long time I feel this way about 7 years.but if I see a T my family will know. don't know why It is considered you are almost mad when you see a T in my family.It will be tragedy for my mom.I can't let her to become so unhappy.SO HOWEVER SEEING A T.IS MY DREAM IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME.DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO.MY DEPRESSION IS SO DEEP THAT WHATEVER i DO IT HELPS TEMPRORARLY.
Vanessa you are wright baby will give a meaning to my life but I am not married and not ready for it(however I want).
terrible feeling.thank you all for reading and supporting me.

its emptiness you suffer from..

it's important to say "suffer"

I suffer from this and that...

even this is meaningless what I write here

but....someone over the PLANET cares..
I care.

emptiness is a syndrome of diabolical reasons...

and the way to approach is irrational..

but isn't everything matey