[findingmy_self95]

Last night. New Years. I made out with my friend. I have a boyfriend. I cheated. Oh god I hate myself so much. It was but wasn't an accident, I was drunk, he has a girlfriend too and you know what my decision is. Im going to tell my boyfriend and hope he can forgive me eventually. I love him and it was a mistake and I know. He just got online... Here we go wish me luck

I just hope this doesnt put me back into a downward spiral of depression...

[Suki22]

just curious, why weren't you with your boyfriend on NYE? I hope it all gets sorted out. mistakes happen, hang in there!

[Lexi232]

You have guts, and you are a great person for being honest and coming clean even though it's not the easiest thing to do.
We all make mistakes. But owning up to those mistakes can be the biggest challenge of it all.
I will keep you in my thoughts, and hope things went well, and that he was understanding, and didn't over react (i dont know how those sort of things normally go, but i would assume it would hurt him... but he would be glad later on that you didn't hold it from him and then you wont feel bad for holding it in for who knows how long.)
"Just Brace yourself" ... <--- one within said that..

[mazing]

It takes a lot to admit your mistakes and be honest. It shows a lot of strength and respect for your boyfiend. I hope that you both can talk through and work things out.

Good luck!

[findingmy_self95]

I toold him everything and he forgave me. We are still together and most of the trust was rearned back but of course not all of it and we are in a long distance relationship. Thats why we werent together on NYE.

[mazing]

I'm glad things worked out ok It will take time, but you can get that relationship and trust back. You have taken the hardest and most important step already - being completely honest with him.