i feel so great!

I was described by people as...
socially unskilled, unable to speak up for self, depressed, low self confidence, afraid of providing criticism, discontent, negative, apologetic, not a leader, quiet around strangers, prone to lateness, easy to fool, low energy level, easily distracted, feels defective, avoids crowds, avoids unnecessary social interaction, easy to persuade, avoidant, anxious, worrying, pessimist, unambitious, private, dependent, easily hurt, self loathing, frequently overwhelmed by unpleasant emotions, dislikes the spotlight, afraid to draw attention to self, fearful, weak sense or purpose, easily discouraged, lonely, not punctual, finishes work late, unadventurous, uninterested in science, prone to panic, easily embarrassed, happy doing mindless work, unproductive, loner, embarrassed by praise, prone to tears, easy to influence, feels unattractive, uncompetitive, modest, apprehensive about new encounters, second guesses self, feels untalented, not big on philosophical discussions, hesitant, undemanding, overly nice, avoids being a bother to anyone. Yeah, I suck pretty bad. I am male and have bpd. i'm going to test for OCD and histrionic. If anyone has advice/ encouragement/ confidence builders, anything. All help is appreciated and please no negative feedback. It won't help cuz I will just end up taking it personally.

Hello, AskingAshes! Sounds like people have been throwing things at you for a long time.
Who -- what kind of doctor or professional -- has told you that you have BPD? Who is going to do these other tests?