[Overcastbutclearing]

I feel very low. Depleted of energy. I am very non-caring about pretty much everything. I have no desire to see friends. I want to sleep. I don't wish to keep on the journey of healing. Life has no meaning.

[SerenitysWave]

<font color="purple"> I understand these feelings intimately.... I wish I had some words of wisdom that would help you, I can only offer my care and support.... ((((((((sj)))))))))) PLease stay safe, keep posting, and PM me if you want to talk with someone. </font>

[Sabrina]

I feel shy answering your post simply because I am "new" (I took about a year long break).

I feel - I understand - I really do.

[(JD)]

Take a break, (((sj))) you don't have to do anything tonight if you don't want to! Tell everyone I said so!

[Lexicon78]

Oh girl, I feel so terrible for how you're doing. What do you think has triggered this uncaring state? Do you think it's the fact that you lost your grandma?

I know you don't think you don't care, but I'm sure part of you does. Please try to hang in there and stay safe.

[Azalysa]

{{{{{sj}}}}}}

I know that feeling well...and it feels horrible.

We're here for you - count me in if you would like to pm.

((((((((((((((sj)))))))))))))))))

Thinking of you!

[jmo531]

SJ,

For the past several months you have worked so hard on you. You have been so strong. You deserve a break. It is OK to take time for you. It really is. You need to kick back and do nothing. Lay around, watch TV, whatever makes you happy and content. Sometimes we have to take a break from our issues. I think its part of healing.

I am hear for you hun. Always. Remember, your a special person Susan.

Love,

Jen

[Overcastbutclearing]

I know guys.
My Grandmother's passing really has taken me under.
I want to rise above...I am trying.

[Overcastbutclearing]

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!

[Azalysa]

I'm so sorry {{{{{{sj}}}}}}

Why does depression attack the sweetest people?

[Overcastbutclearing]

I am a human menace. I am damaged goods. I am nothing.

I am weak. I am a monster. I am not a good person to know.

I deserve what has happened because I am such a dirty and scared little girl. I deserve this pain because I am useless and worthless.

[LMo]

I don't really know what to say, SJ. I can't imagine that you feel better after you say such things - if it were me, I'd feel worse.

[Rhapsody]

I hear YOU all.... I am rather empty today - going back to BED to sleep my problems & day away.
Maybe tomorrow will be better? ? ? ? ? ? ?

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[Fuzzybear]

I understand...................

Try not to listen to the mean people/voices from the past (or present )

I know its so hard...........

(((( sj ))))