Tap Out

I'm emotionally vacant. I'm exhausted, yet still sad, angry, hurting. All I want to do is sleep and eat all winter. I'm functioning as a human being for my son, he's the only reason I get up everyday, otherwise I'd pull the covers over my head and sleep. Thank God for him. Can't even go to my T anymore, insurance changed it's 150 a visit. I tap out, I'll either break apart then heal it up or walk around with this imaginary gaping hole where my heart should be.

That is noble. That's something to grasp. May healing find its way into your life as you function for your son, Justme_55.

at least you have your son to keep you going. I'm glad you want to get better for him. can your therapist do a sliding scale for you? you should be able to find a therapist that can work with you for little to no money. hugs to you and your son!

I'm sorry you're feeling this way, but glad you have something to get you up in the morning! That's something at least =)

have you thought about looking for another therapist who might accept a sliding fee scale, or is just less expensive to go to? I know you might want to stay with your current one for many reason, but if you're not going anyway, maybe it would be good to look around a bit.