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Feb 25, 2006, 02:46 AM
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I feel like total %#@&#!. I'm tired of being angry all the time. I'm tired of being depressed and I especially getting tired of having to punish myself for being so angry all the time. yesterday Feb 24th 06 was my mothers 2nd year of her death. I miss her so much. I wish I had a mother who was still alive. I didnt get any support other then my father but even he is still grieving over my mothers death and don't know how to give me the right support that i need. My Aunts (My mothers sisters) Didnt bother to call me to see if I was alright. I went to a mental health dropin center and 30 mins later getting into an arugment with 2 working staffs over my unfair treatment that I recieved last year. You can read my complaint at [url=http://forums.psychcentral.com/showflat.php?Cat=&Board=psychotherapy&Number=256076&Forum=,,,All_Forums,,,&Words=&Searchpage=0&Limit=25&Main=256076&Search=true&where=&Name=9828&daterange=&newerval=&newertype=&olderval=&oldertype=&bodyprev=#Post256076 Therapy had failed me[/url]
I became so enrage that I called up my father and asked him to pick me up. Which I'm pretty proud of myself for doing because I would already been baker acted already. I storm out of the center and one of the workers that i was arguing over told me "We love you" I said something very sarcastic (forgot what I said) and left. Before I was heading torwards the road... I thought of a new sarcastic thing to say and so I walked back and said it and left for the final time.
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Feb 25, 2006, 02:49 AM
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Feb 25, 2006, 03:26 AM
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Hi HelgaDE. I am sorry for your trials. I think I know what you are going through. I lost my mother 3 years ago. Everything she had(the house,property, and everything that she owned)was left up to me to take care of. All of the family was grieving but noone stopped to say,"Hey,Are you ok"? It is hard but it does get easier. I wish you the best my friend....Good luck.
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Feb 25, 2006, 04:06 AM
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Brian, Wow I'm not the only one that has this issue (Not that Im trying to wish this to everybody). It really hurts when you have no support other then getting doped up on anti depressants from psychiatrists who loves taking an advantage of this kind of situations. I'm suppose to be taking at least 2 anti depressants, An antipsychotic and an anti sezuire medication (I don't have sezuires) but I want to live my life DRUG free.
I actually started crying for a very short of time when I was walking on the road to catch up with my father as he was picking me up from the place.
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Feb 25, 2006, 07:30 PM
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The anti seizure medicine is probably being used as a mood stabilzer...most anti seizure meds have that property. I am on 2 anti depressants, an anti psychotic and an ADD med. I don't like taking my meds but I still do.
Jbug
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Feb 26, 2006, 02:42 AM
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Jbug , My mood could be stabilzed if people wern't using me too much... and actually prove that they really do care about me. I don't need medication for that... just need people who care and show me some passion. I don't think Im asking too much from people.
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