So depressed

I'm just so depressed right now. I don't have the motivation to do anything, not even to breathe. I'm so tired of staying strong, and the urge to die is becoming stronger, I just feel so trapped. My next therapy appointment isnt for another week, I can't wait that long to talk to my therapist. I don't even think I can make it that long. What do I do?

are you live alone? can you call suicide hotline or go to hospital? is there anyone else other than your therapist that you could call?

I'm only a teenager, both my parents are asleep. I could call the suicide hotline, but they'd probably just talk to me and I don't think talking will help right now :/

I think if your therapist knew how you were feeling he/she would want you to call and not wait until next week.

I'll do that thanks